"mirror.. mirror on the wall.. who is the fairiest of them all.."

with all due respect to the people in q plaza..

2007-06-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

it feels really bad that after spending my whole internship period in mercury q plaza,, everthing will be a mess..i thought, me and my partner thought that our internship was so perfect already,. did our best as we practiced our profession, did things which are not really related to our course like preparing things needed for their inventory, and got along really well with all the people in that branch. least that i expect that there's going to be a gap between me and ma'am lulu[manager] and ma'am girlie[assistant branch manager and registered pharmacist],, it all started after ma'am girlie gave us a grade of 71 in our evaluation grade for ust. 71 is failing,, i was the first one to receive my grade and so looking at my grade, i really wonder of what ma'am girlie's basis was for giving me such a very low grade..i didn't tell my mom right then cause i know she'll get mad.. i waited for my partner's grade and he texted me after a week that he also got 71..so i thought that i need to tell my mom about the situation.. my mom got mad after knowing.. a little consideration is all we asked for,, it will affect our grade in our subject internship and worst,, ust might ask us to repeat our internship because we got a failing grade.. mom called ma'am lulu and ma'am girlie to complain,, my dad called as well.. having a mercurian parents, it's the first time that they heard, in the history of mercury.. a pharmacist giving a failing grade in an apprentice. my partner also complained in the main office,, and the main office talked to ma'am girlie on why she gave such grade.. ma'am caamic [the training manager in main office] got really mad.. and so ma'am girlie has no choice but to change our grade..

~with all due respect ma'am lulu,, i do not possess a dual character... u don't know me so u have no right to judge me and tell my mom that i might be showing a different character whenever i am in your branch and when i am in front of my parents.. maybe yes,, i maybe quiet at home,, and happy go lucky in your branch for i really got along well with the PA' and pharmacists,you knew that. but beyond that, nothing is different. i respect myparents the way i respected all of you in the branch. if our complaint cost you some of your time form your busy life, i'm sorry.. all we are after for is to give just to our grade. i did my best so that you'll not regret that you accepted me in your branch,,though i knew i commited errors in my work, everyone has mistakes right? but i think it's not proper for you to tell my mom those things about me.. what you had said really hurt me,, and with all due respect to you ma'am lulu and to your branch, i will never go back in your branch if i need something even if your the only drugstore near our place that is open. may God bless you and your branch who i thought was my second home last vacation.~

p.s
before i knew what ma'am lulu told my mom, i went back to q palza to asked ma'am girlie to repeat my evaluation.. and it felt so bad that i was like a ghost inside the Rx,,no one's talking to me,, even ate vangie who happened to be one of the closest pharmacist to me.

aletaers reunion part2!!. . .=p

2007-06-03T16:37:00.000+08:00

yey! the much awaited jb21 reunion part2 is over!! hay,,
joana+pat+auderz+yvon+gekay+jacklyn+dalen+
marklee+marc+joseph+ejp+guido+jabi=fun,fun,fun..

held june2-june3 at ortile's residence at mount malarayat,, aun.. enjoy.. wweee... though pat's partial and official results didn't really matched to who came in the reunion,, eeerrr.. where's des? haha,, des?

meeting place=mcdo bayan,, 2:30 pm.. straight from manila, i changed clothes and packed my things and went straight to mcdo,,, i was planning to rest a bit since i told pat i'll just go to f.mol if ever,, but since gekay txted me while i was in bustop and said that they're already waiting for me.. aun,, haha.. auder's drama mode+pat's fries,, haha! iyak ka ulet audz para may fries tau kay pat.. haha,, kidding..

went to f.mol to do some groceries for our breakfast and snacks,, haha.. sobrang pagtitipid .. not until jabi showed up and said.."yan ba pinamili nio o sige ako na magbabayad!" lol,, yey! hahaha.. savior,, hahaha.. so un,, kuha lang ng kuha.. haha.. yvonne + joanna = 2 bottles of nutella! wweeeee.. thanks jabs!

then, mark came and we went to malarayat na,, wwaaaa!! hahaha..
pat+mark+marc+dalen=pusoy dos,, chips ahoy+stik-o=amin un!! in fairness nalagas ung chips ahoy and stik within an hour,, haha..

then played block builder? yun nga ba tawag dun? hmmm,, forgot na eh.. basta un. fun,, hahaha..
joanna + mark + pat + gekay + audz + yvon = pat destroyed the tower,, wahaha.. auderz lose first kaia,, ehem.. juice! juice! ehem,, juice! wahahaha..

killer naman next game,, haha,, then changed to mafia.. while they were playing mafia along with director jabi ortile,, lol! haha.. joanna+guido+joseph+ejp=frisbee!! sayyyaaaa!! kapagod sobra,, eeerrr.. guido madaya!!! hahaha.. talo ko sa talon,, kaia tinutulak ko sya,, hahaha!

went to jabi's garden and all played mafia,, eerrrr.. monkey in the middle? haha,, joke lang jabi.. haha,, fun.. first director si jabi then pat then mags with stories from recto to lrt station,, haha.. then eating time..
spaghetti+pork,,eerrrr..anu luto un?+cupcake+tubig=dinner,, haha! reminisced jb21 memories while eating=laughtrip,, haha!

then changed clothes,, prepared to swim,, haha! ang arte ng mga boys,, gusto na magswimming ayaw naman magsitalon,, haha.. nagiinarte pa.. marc magaling and mark lee's best deal..

marc: "may tumalon lang talaga susunod ako!"
mark: "sabi mo marc ha,, [si mark nagpunta sa gilid ng pool, parang magddive,, , tapos,, talon!...........sa pwesto! haha,, hindi sa pool] ayan tumalon na ko! haha..
marc: [tumalon din sa pwesto]

un,, haha,, natuwa ako dun! lol.. nagtawanan lahat..
tas un,,, nagswim na din lahat,, haha..

charades... haha..
category:movies
joana+pat+auderz+guido+joseph+ejp vs
mark+dalen+gekay+jabi+marc+dalen = tie!! all 4... haha..and kamusta naman ang patikim ng pinya ni mark,, haha,.. hmmm.. napapaghalataan,, lol! and pat's impostino,, haha.. and the other groups' ratatouile..

then, aun,, nagahunan na kami nina gekay,.,, snack time! kinain ni mark ang brownies na iniwan ko at kinakain ko bago ko magswimming!! pagbalik ko,, wala na,, haha.. baka daw mapanis eh,, haha..

mark+joana's search for shampoo in the kitchen=chuckie for joanna and saging for mark! haha,,
hinanap ba naman ang shampoo sa ref,, hahaha..

-chismisan mode- followed,, haha .. guido, anong feeling? lol.. haha..

tas me and gekay gutom na naman,, haha..
nagpainit ng spaghetti for gekay and pork......for me.. aun,, kain mode + oreo and chips sa salas,,
ang pagkadiscover na nawawala ang nutella namin nina yvon,, huhuhu,,
pinagbintangan na lahat na nagtago ng nutella,, haha.. ggrrrr...

joanna:"o, mark, aga ah.. tulog ka na?"
mark:"di pa,, higa lang,, tatayo din ako mamaya..nirereserve ko lang toh.."

gekay: "mark, tulog ka na agad?"
mark:"di pa,, humiga lang.."

mark:"hey drew,, penge namang kumot,, ang lamig eh"

-after 5mins-
-tulog na si mark!,, hahaha..-
jabi:"yan kumot , nilalamig daw sya.."
joanna:"ay ang sweet , talagang kinumutan si mark! haha.. uuyyyy "

gekay:"tutulog ka na ba joanna?"
joanna:"di pa,,"
gekay:"inaantok na kasi ako"
joanna:"mamaya na,, maaga pa kaia,, walang tulugan toh,, hehe"
-after 10 mins-

gecai:"joanna, tulog ka na ba?"
joanna:.........................zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

sarap ng pwesto ko,, haha.. kahit sobrang nakabaluktot ako,, haha.. nakaulo ako dun sa sofa na hinihigaan ni mark tapos kinuha ko upuan nina gekay.. ang likot ng paa ni mark,, sinisipa ako,, ggrrr..

5:00am,, nagluto na ata sila for breakfast..
omelet..omelette ba talga un ha dalen? haha.. + sinangag + cornbeef + pancit canton = ice cream!!! haha..

naglakad sa malarayat after ng breakfast habang bitbit ang kinakaing ice cream..
joana+yvon+auderz+jabi+gekay = mabubulag kami sabi ni jabi,, haha..

aun,, umuwi na sila after,, photo shoot,, haha..
mga natira .. joana+yvon+auderz+gekay = cravings for nutella..

the plan:
pupunta ng south para bumili ng nutella at kakainin sa loob ng south..
went to south at around 8:10am.. no nutella.. next stop.. big r
haha.. kami nag bukas ng rob! wwee.. pati big r kami nagbukas,,
ok,,

joanna:"ganto,, survivor ,, mag scattered tayo para maghanap ng nutella .. go!"

nag hiwahiwalay nga ang mga abno ,, ahaha..
no nutella found,, ending. nagtyaga sa finetti.. haha.. + bumili ng c2,,1 liter,, tigigisa.. haha! si jabi talaga.. then went to foodcourt.. ang dilim pa,, haha.. ok nilabas na ang mga gamit sa picnic..
oreo+gardenia+tortillos+jabi's spoon and knife+newly bought finetti and c2 = lakas ng trip!!
ang dilim dilim pa nun,, para kaming nasa bahay lang kung kumain,, haha.. dinala talga namin ung mga tirang snacks last night.. haha.. naabutan pa namin ang pagbukas ng mga ilaw sa rob kasi 10am na,, haha

aun,, umuwi na sina yvone and auders..
jabi+gekay+joanna=timezone invasion!! kami lang tao so solo namin,, haha..
danz revo+danz freakz+basket ball+drums+boxing=hataw si jabi sa danz revo at freaks,, haha. at malakas sya sumuntok,, kami ni gekay.. haha.. patawa kung sumuntok,,
aun umuwi na si jabi=me and gekay nagpaprint +chismisan mode,, haha went home at 12nn..

aun,, basta saya ng reunion,, though i actually think mas masaya pa rin last year,, haha.. basta guys.. thanks! specially jabi for the place and the fud,, pati timezone!! wweee.. part 3 na sa nxt nxt year.. i so much love this section,, jb21 tacloban city rules!!

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last minute ng reunion nag back out ako because of some problems,, pero last minute din eh sumama ako,, i decided to leave things behind,, bahala na.. enjoy muna bago isipin ang mga problema..
i even called pat to say sorry.. i was crying so hard then that i couldn't really talk,, haha,, un. sometimes,, i think of how my life is going now.. actually,, if asked kung masaya ako.. i would definetly answer "no" as in,.. i wasn't really happy to what's happening now, everything that i'm doing seems to be a sacrifice for me . and i'm doing it all for my mom..

``and mark emilio lee.. thanks for the care.. salamat sa pagsasabing txt lang kita pag may kailangan ako at sa pagtatanong kung ok lang ba ako.. di ko man sinabi problema ko sayo,, enough na yung nasabi mo na magtxt lang ako sau pag may need ako,, wahaha.. "salamat mark,,,salamat!"
and oh,, nakalimutan ko intermission number mo nung reunion!! di ka nagrap!!! argh,, ung part 2! kainis ka,, natulog kasi agad!!

intern,, intern,,

2007-05-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

i won't be able to update that much again,,, hay.. sira na naman computer sa lipa.. hay hay.. anyweiz,, my internship is over.. i finished my 200hours/25days of internship in mercury drug q plaza branch...yeppeee!!! i was so happy during my last day and at the same time sad for i'll be leaving the persons who became really close to me..
whew! i survived ate tin's look!! haha..
the 4 pharmacist
ate anne-see you na lang sa bday ng baby mo.. thanks for all the lectures and jokes mo,, the best kakwentuhan ka,, hehe..ü
ate vange-hay nako,, kahit na hindi ka nagpunta ng last day namin dahil nakatulog ka.. at least tumawag ka sa branch,, and thankful ako dahil hindi kaw gumawa ng exams ko! hmph,, mamimiss kita..
ate cathy-kahit na iniwan mo agad kami,, hehe.. mamimiss ko ang pagrerecord natin sa opium book na nagtatalo oa tayo kung bakit kulang ang Rivotril,, haha.. hala ka! nakita mo na ba kung san na napunta yung iba? haha,,
ate tin-wala lang,, kahit na hindi kita feel,, hehe

sa mga PA
kuya derick- your the best amongst them!! thanks sa lahat ng mga pagkkwento mo sa mga papa mo,, haha,, in fairness lumalantad ang beauty.. hehe..
kuya johnny-hindi ako boksingero!!!!! kahit na parati mo kong inaasar,, hmph! at alam ko na 48years pa ang aabutin bago ko mabigay sayo ang 5pcs ng Duphaston!!! ggrrrrr... beh!
ate joanne- thanks sa remembrance mo saking key chain,, mamimiss din kita..

so far,, they were the people who i really got close to.. they were may kachismisans in between breaks and duty.. hehe..

my kapalpakan:
1. nag dispense ng Andros 25 mg.. 50 mg pala need.. buti napansin agad bago ibigay.. hehe.
2. pinaglaruan ang computer sa Rx,, hindi na maibalik sa dati.. muntik ng masira.. haha..
3. nagbasag ng isang amber bottle,, yeah! buti wala ng laman,, hehe
4. nagdispense ng isrodil oral,, eh sublingual ang kailangan,,
5. binaboy ang opium book,, hindi madaling magrecord nu,.! haha..
6. nakalaglag ng myra300 e at pinunasan
7. nakaiwan ng Neo Mercazole sa sahig,, haha.. dinurog na alng at isinaman sa mga damaged medicines para di mapagalitan kasi nagdumi na yung gamot,, haha!
8. nagupit nag cord ng electric fan! boooggssshhh!! nag spark ung cord!! haha..

silence is holy..

2007-05-01T16:03:00.000+08:00

just finished reading two of Nicholas Sparks novel,, "A Walk to Remember" and "The Notebook".. i know,, it's like i was born yesterday for reading these novels just now.. i haven't watched the notebook yet? hay,, how could a movie addict like me miss watching this heartful movie? answer: i don't know either.. hehe,, anyways.. i was so touched by its story.. first love, great love, true love, unconditional love, infinite love.. name it and this story showed how is it to found a love, lost, and regain it once more.. and first love? haha,, reminds me of him.. hhhmmm...

"my daddy used to tell me that the first time you fell in love, it changes your life forever, and no matter how hard you try, the feelin never goes away.." -Gus

but most of all,, eto ung pinakapaborito kong line..

"silence is holy. it draws two pople together because only those who are comfortable with each other can sit without speaking.."

i was in level7 when i watched a walk to remember featuring mandy moore and shane west.. it was in camille's house.. jb21 was gathered inside their entertainment room and all of us watched,, except for the boys who did nothing but goof around.. i really didn't payed much attention to the movie,, my attnetion was on the food that we ate while watching,, haha.. so i really didn't feel the movie, and the story.. i didn't cried,, nor was touched by the movie,, hehe.. but after reading the bookk,, geezz,, i was teary eyed as i read the remaining chapters.. iba talga,, grabe.. it hit me hard..

ok enough of those.. change topic..

i was reading jelly's blog a while ago.. i told you jells,,sobrang tinamaan ako dun.. mainly because we were having the same situation..

up to now,i still spent my nights thinking of all the things that happened between us in the past.. sometimes, i can't help but cry.. darn, cry again.. everyone thinks i'm fine,, i thought i'm fine.. but whenever i'm alone,, i always feel the space that he left after everything that happened.. it was summer last year when we got closer,, much closer.. and i remember everything.. even the smallest details.. because those memories are all i have..
but then, i'm sitll hoping,, and praying.. that someday.. everything will be back to how they were before,, to how me and him.. were together as one.. i just hope.. i do hope..

P.S.
7 days to go before my internship will end,, yeah boy!!

halo-halo

2007-04-14T17:58:00.000+08:00

tagal na din hindi nakakapagpost,, hehe.. dami na naganap sa aking bakasyun,, wait.. holy week break lang pala.. ako ay kasalukyan kasing nagbubuhay pharmacist sa mercury drug.. pero bago ang lahat simulan muna natin sa bakasyon ko..

aun,, dumating mga tita ko from the states.. best ever vacation ko toh.. for the longest time,, nag family reunion din sa wakas ang mga Temple.. saya,, aun.. lalo na nung dinner celebration sa bahay.. celebration ng graduation ng bday ng lola ko at grad ng tito ko sa nursing.. videoke.. kantahan.. bonding with my cousins,, nose bleed sa pakikipag usap sa pinsan kong di marunong magtagalog.. swimming in calamba.. natulog ng nakasalbabida sa pool .. haha.. yung pinsan ko akala ng guard nalunod na sa pool kasi nakatulog siya,, hindi magising nung guard! haha.. buti na lang nagising ng pinsan ko,, kung hindi.. nakatawag na ng first aid yung guard.. haha!basket ball kasama ng mga pinsan sa pool.. dribble.. haha.. too bad nga lang dahil sa wrong timing na orientation ko para sa intern eh yun yung day na nag villa escudero silang lahat! ok, tama ba naman yun!! nag villa sila samantalang ako ay nakikinig sa walang kwentang orientation!!! ggrrr.. nag moa na lang kami nina jell at mean kasi naman walang tao sa bahay pag umuwi ako!! ggrr.. at naiwan din ako sa EK!! gggrrrr... nag fi-finals ako at silang lahat ay nagpapakasya sa Ek.. at muntik pa kong maiwan sa swimming ha,, humabol lang ako! aun,, sige. mas excited ako mag post ng intern ko sa mercury..

april 10 -first day-
-sobrang kabado ko,, first day kasi eh.. argh.. pagdating ko sa branch , pakilala sa pharmacist.. [kay ate anne].. sa mga staff.. un.. haha.. medju hiyang - hiya pa ko nun.. nag observe ng mga gamot.. ang dame nila! grabe! sa rx section lang un ha.. after nun, pinagtatak ako ni ate anne ng boxes na nilalagyan ng gamot.. 1000 boxes yun!! after nun,, hala dumami bigla yung tao,, habang sila ay natataranta sa dami ng customer at madaming lumalabas na order ng drugs na sa Rx mo makukuha at kailangan pang i despense ng pharmacist.. hay nako,, patay deadma ako sa mga un,.. naglilinis ako.. wala kasi akong ballpen at hindi ko pa makita kung asan yung mga gamot! duh,, after nun dumating na yung partner ko. at may ballpen na ko.. nag dispense na din ako. exciting.. first day na first day sumabak agad ako sa nakakahilong dispensing!

etu ung mga nakalagay sa journal ko..
*ung naka italicized,, syempre di ko sinulat ko ian..yan ang mga kapalpakan ko sa araw na yun.. haha..
april11
-dispensed medicines
-made inventory flags
-repacked tablets
*naihulog ang isang tableta ng myra300-e sa sahig.. patay! haha.. pinunasan na lang at binalik sa bote,, quiet! haha..

april12
-repacked medicines
-dispensed medicines
-made inventory flags
-placed carbons on inventory papers
*nagkamali ng bigay ng mg ng gamot kay kuya derick,, buti napansin nia agad.. hay,,
*nakalaglag na namn ng ascorbic acid,, nahilo sa kakahanap ng ascorbic na yun at after mahanap,, balik sa bote ulit..!

april13
-made inventory flags
-placed cfarbons on inventory papers
-cleaned shelves
-dispensed medicines
*nahuli ng manager na nakikipagdaldalan kay luya derick,, ung isang pharmacy assistant dun.. haha..!! hindi na daw kami makagawa sa pakikipagchikahan,, muntik na tuloy magka exam!
april14
-prepared boxes
-dipsensed medicines
-recorded on opium book
-arranged prescriptions
-cleaned amber bottle
joanna's major error
*nagkamali ng na idespense,, kasi naibnigay ko ay isrodil 10mg oral.. eh isordil 10mg sublingual pala kailangan,, shox.. ng sinabi sakin ni ate anne yun natumawag nga ung customer at ibinalik.. naiiyak-iyak na ko.. nakakahiya kasi kay ma'am girlie.. magsosorry na lang ko sa kanya sa monday..
*sa sobrang dami ng lumabas ng order ng gamot ay ngkamali ako ng nailagay na gamot sa box.. shiT!! buti na i chenck ni ate melo.. kundi patay na naman ako!!

aun,, sobrang naiiyak na ko kanina sa kapalpakan ko sa pagdidispense,, nakakataranta kasi pag sabay-sabay silang humihingi ng gamot,, and ayoko naman maging cause of delay.. ayun,, mag-isa pa ko kanina.. hay.. nataranta talaga ang utak ko.. buti mababait ang mga tao dun.. sana na naman di na ko pumalpak next week.. =c

P.S.
=wishlist granted..

last day.. =p

2007-03-22T09:37:00.001+08:00

yey!!!!! finally.. last day na!!! wweeee.. saya!! haybuhay..

finally,, after 1 year of all the hardships in my 1st year as pharmacy student,,wwOOooHOOoo.. over na ang isang taon.. 3 to go!! yeah.. super happy.. haha..

thanks sobra sa lahat,, haha.. sa mga prof.. yeah..!!
and finally,, uuwi na ko..! shot.. 1month na ko di nauwe.. hay.. excited..

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message for YOU:

darn you to spread rumors about my family..

really.

=c ; =)

2007-03-03T18:22:00.000+08:00

Today is march 3,, and yesterday was march 2.. before, every 2nd and 3rd day of the month,, we have this “friendship monthsari”.. call it baduy but it’s our way of remembering the day we met,, april2,2006.. but things changed,, lots of things changed.. no greetings, no txt messages, and no signs of him.. I don’t know why this is happening to us? I really had no idea,, have I done something wrong? Have I said something which hurt his feelings? I am clueless,, really. I wished he never made his promise to me.. i hate to hear christian bautista's songs, and eraser heads with a smile.. it reminds me of him.. –sighs-

Project making

Jessa+Rachel+rodelyn+mean came to our house today to do our research paper in English, fun.fun.fun.. haha.. today, our house was filled with unstoppable laughter and kwentuhan.. I think this is the first time since I started living here that this house had witnessed this kind of tawanan,,masyado kasing tahimik ditto eh,, parang sacred.. hahaha!!! Anyweiz, I really had a great time with them! Ano nabusog ba kau guys? Haha,, si ardi super feel at home na sa amin,, hehehehe.. sa susunod ule… overnight naman ditto!! Wwweee….

family,,

2007-02-22T18:31:00.001+08:00

just got home..hay,.. too tired.. we went to quiapo.. we have no classes today due to the fitness competition ek-ek,, we requested our professors to allow us to watch the said contest since it's a part of our pe grade,,[may insentives kasi,,hehe..] aun,, no classes na,, la din palang attendance,, my tito txted me that he was in ust so i went to p.noval and we ate in sr.thai cuisine.. then went along the vicinity of ust to look for a dormitory for his review this summer for nursing board.. inet grabe ha!!! then headed to plaza miranda to meet up my lola my kuya and my other tito,, hahatid dapat nila ko hanggang bahay kaso hinatid na lang ko hanggang lrt recto,, k[kala ko makakalibre na ng pamasahe..] aun,, i went inside the lrt station..teary-eyed.. huhu..i miss them all, i miss my lola, my lolo, my tito's and tita's, my cousins, and of course lipa..i really can't keep myself from crying as i headed to the train, others who saw me there might be wondering why i'm crying.. hay,. i really wanted to go back home,, this feeling of homesickness makes me cry all night,,
i've been with them for 16 years and i really never wanted to left them. the moment my mother gave birth to me, she already asked my tita to took care of me since both my parents were working and they would prefer to hand me to my lola and tita than to some people whom she never really knew.. my lola, lolo, tita and titos became my parents.. my cousins became my siblings.. they became my family.. i really never experienced any family day having my mom and my dad with me.. i have never gone to a field trip with my mom as my chaperon.. nor experienced having my snack prepared by my mom.. or have my parents attended any parental meeting.. it was always my tito or my tita.. i remember when i was in lvl8,, i was really sick.. i was absent for 1week.. i was crying in my bed and kept on saying "mama, mama".. i don't know why i said those wordds, maybe because i'm looking for the care of my mother,,. hhmm.. too much drama na ba? basta un,, i miss them all..

b-day party..

2007-02-17T17:37:00.000+08:00

What a week,, hay grabe.. prelims is over,, start na ng finals.. damn stupid grades.. all my grades during the monthly period were dissolve,,argh,, stupid pharcal!! Gggrrrrr… but much better grades now compared to my grades during the first sem..

Yesterday was tonios’s b-day!! Woohhh!! Belated happy birthday Anthony madrazo!! Celebration was held at “the –pit” at dapitan , fun.fun.fun!! ate Calamares ,,hehe.. hhmmmm.. it was the first time that I went home late,, not really late pero basta saya pala umuwi ng gabi. Me and kat’s drinking session,, weh? Seesion? 2 glasses? Haha!! Pinaghatian pa namin yung isang bote ng san mig light,, if only it wasn’t tonio requesting us to drink even just 1 bottle,,hindi talga ko iinom! Haha.,, good girl na kasi,, hehe.. anthony’s cake,, ahha.. pulutan namin ni kat,, isang inom isang subo,, lol. Masama talga pag napapatabi sakin yung cake,, haha.. ardi,, hay nako,, todo ariba kay Anthony! Intriguing,, hhhmmm.. haha.. mars and rach’s night wasn’t that good,, hhmm baket kaia? Na hurt bang husto?! Lol,, haha!! Mars most embarrassing moment along the dapitan gate,, kasi,, haha.

Masaya ang week na to,, lalalala.. geez,, we were txtmates again!!!!!!!!!! Wwooohhhh… grabe,, saya.. post valentine treat ba kamo jelly? Why not? Haha,, basta un na un,, weeeeee…

pahabol post..

2007-01-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

i'll have my pahabol post,, i actually made this last week pa,, jan23 to be specific.. i wasn't able to post it here because of our damn stupid internet connection,, i made it on word first..

I came to think of my conversation with jelly a while ago while waiting for our lunch,, this time.. our talk was more serious,, this concerns our future,,
Jelly told us yesterday that she wanted to shift course, from being a pharmacist to a journalist,, two unrelated courses.. Of course me and marion plus the others insist that she should never quit nor shift. Part of me understands her,, before,, after every death taking tests during our botany exams and after every chem. class. I used to say those lines.. That I’m going to stop with pharmacy cause I don’t like what I’m doing and it was really hard being on this course and that I wanted to go back to lasalle.. blablablablabla.. Really, it was so hard doing things which you don’t find happiness in doing it,, if all you could do was cursed every thing that you’ll see related to your misery.. [I remember cursing every plants that I could see around the botanical garden and picking some of their leaves and tearing it into pieces].. anyway. Back to jelly.. We kept on telling her that this is the best course for her,, I even put that it was so romantic that we were bound in this course which never in our life have we imagined ourselves taking up..
Then a while ago,, we talked on how other people see “pharmacy” as a “pharmacy”..
For some,, no, but majority thinks that being a pharmacist is just merely being a seller of drugs in every drugstore.. we were noted to be “tindera ng gamot”.. when one asks what your course will be and responded pharmacy,, common reaction will be “magtitinda ka ng gamut?”.. jelly told me that others also kept on saying “pharmacy lang? bakit yun?” hhmm,, ok ok. Pharmacy lang pala ha,, hhmm.. Being a pharmacist doesn’t really mean “magtitinda ng gamot” ehem,, we dispense medicines,, we ensure the quality control of the drugs, we make sure that patients who came to us to seek advice will be cured of their illness.. we assist in dealing with the prescriptions which were not the dr’s obligations.. [though it was their steno handwritten na guri-guri] and we research on new drugs to cure and prevent illnesses.. so much about boasting my course.. hehe..
As I said,, I also thought of shifting to another course,, but God was so good that He never allowed me to do that.. last sembreak as I saw my clearance.. all passed.. I came to think that was this what He really want ed for me..? come to think of it,, whenever my tita and others will asked me “anu course gusto mo?” without hesitations,, I’ll say “nursing po”.. then they’ll throw me a question “ayaw mo ba mag pharmacist?’ again, without hesitations,, “ayoko po nun!” … I failed nursing here in ust,, grabe.. I was so depressed that time, huhuhu.. and I was only wait listed for pharmacy.. [I thought of my mom during the entrance exam that’s why I wrote pharmacy as my 2ndchoice,,] I still need to be interview as my placement exam.. there were hundreds of wait listed applicants ,, and I only had 20% of passing..,, but,, but,, God is so good that when I returned for my confirmation..50 students I think passed.. and I found my name!!! I don’t know why but I was so glad,, I immediately texted my dad and my tito,, my barkada ,,, basta. Me and my mom was so glad that time,, haha! Then in my first semester here in ust,, botany and chem. Surprises me! I hate chem. ,, as I was always saying,, I hate it,,when I was in third year, I swore that I’ll never take a course with so many chemistry.. but, here I am now,, I had chemistry as my major,,super major subject,, we’ll be dealing with all chem. Subjects+put a pharmaceutical word before it.. [ naalala ko na naman ang practical naming last mon! darn! 0 ako!! Shit shit shit,, contaminated ung thioacetamide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Darn!!! Nakakainis,, 0 or 100 lang un! Kaasar!!! Akala ko may ppt. un pala dumi lang!!!! darn talga,, bakit kasi contaminated un binibigay nilang chemicals!] … I failed a lot in my quizzes,, I cried a lot at home for hating this course,, but look.. I’m still here.. enjoying of what my course will give me in the future,, it was fun learning how to read prescriptions.. generic names of drugs,,and even chemicals..cations and anions.. etc.. I told jelly,, “ang sarap sigurong gmraduate sa 4th year no,, imagine,, shox natapos mo ang course mo, walgn summer!!! Sarap ng feeling!!” all hard work was worth it!! And I’ll do my best to finish 4th yr!!!! go! Kaia ko toh! Kaia natin toh jells!!

+sabog ba ideas? Heheh,,

part2+pigs..

2007-01-06T16:02:00.000+08:00

i wasn't able to update last vacation,, blame it on our computer in lipa,, sira na naman!asar.. anyweiz,, as a pahabol here are the things that happened to me last break..
-sjs get together,, before mrs.caraig go to canada.. all sjs almuni went to sjs during their xmas party.. it was a surprised for mrs.caraig.. aun.. speech,, blablabla.. and me and my batch mates got the chance to see each other agin together with the other batches.. then after nun,, we went to sm,, tokyo-tokyo! aun,, kasu umalis din agad ako,, need to meet up with rizza gekay and venz pa kasi,, photos are in my multiply.. click!
-venz rizza gecz and i went to rob,, aun.. usual girl talk.. laftrips,, hehehe...
-bb23 xmas party! mini party!! i didn't pay 100 pesos for the food,, haha.. pa vip kasi,, i came late to excuse myself from paying.. haha.. ang mahal kaia! aun,, laftrips,, clet's antics.. mrs.castillos picture with matching candle and snap! imagine how it looked like? [may burol ba daw?! haha,, ang bad namen!] mikee's mazda,, then here came edward's car,, talbog ang kay mikee,,, lol..
-bonding with my cousins,, von,xtian,carol.. i super love them.. we were the cllloooossseeeessstttt.. we're all together and we're all playmates eversince i can remember,, haha.. laftrips.. kalokohan.. my kuya and von's supposed to be drinking session,, unfortunately, di natuloy.. 9pm na kasi..we were already asked to go home.. kung saan saan pa nagsususuot.. aun,, xttian's compliments,, was that really a compliment?
lola daisy: "aba kamukhang kamukha mo ang iyong dadi"
us:"wahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
xtian:"haha,, hindi po!"
lola daisy:"aba, tingnan mo ire at aiaw pumayag na kamukha ang kanyang dade.."
us:"hahahahahahahahahaha!!"
xtian:"gwapo siguro ang dade nung kabataann!"
us:"hahahahahahahahahaha!!!"
aun,, kami lang nagkakaintindihan diyan,, hehe...
-i want grahams,, craving for more grahams!! with oreo on top.. me and my tito made this,, for xmas and new year!
-fiesta kina ej at rina,, saya.. marion rizza dj and darryl.. gosh,, dj's so slim.. !! lost 80 lbs for 8mos!!! grabe!!!!
-watch kasal kasali kasalo after,, hehe..
-fiesta at anilao..
-went to mataas na kahoy last new year to visit my lola.. together with my cousins,, syempre kami na naman magkakasama,, ate a bountiful breakfast!! haha,, yummy talaga,, waking up early despite sleeping so late is worth the food that we ate,,
-and lastly..

happy oink oink year!!!!

speaking of oink oink,, pigs.. pigs without a character should be oust!! no, i'm not really talking about pigs,, haha.. there were just some persons who kept on getting in the way of others,, plastic,, bastos,, sory .. start of the year eh ganto agad post ko.. hay naku.. i should have posted this before,, nakakalimutan ko lang,, and my friend just told me this story last xmas vacation,, hay naku.. don't ever show your face to me,, and i'll return what you did to mu friend.. why don't you just shut your mouth, mind your own flirting business, and get in to your poultry,, haha! lol.. stop acting like your the nicest girl.. you're not! stop pretending to be the lovable girl a guy should have.. you're really not! and lastly,, stop pretending to be the most beautiful, gorgeous, glamorous,a nd fabulous girl.. for you're absolutely not!!! one thing's for sure,, you're a certified flirt! period,, ok,, end of this topid,, my lips were now sealed.. haha,, war freak na ba? naku hindi pa naman,,

last exam for the year,,

2006-12-20T10:49:00.000+08:00

yesterday,, we had our last exam for the year 2006!! wweee.. we had our monthly for pharchem lab and filipino yesterday,, ay grabe! naming compunds,, medju kinakalawang na ata ako sa mga valences ah,, argh! filippino monthly,, darn!!! halos iblanko ko na ung test3,,, argh argh argh,, cursed this subject! anyweiz,, finally xmas vacation na.. hay hay hay,, paskuhan na maya,, wweee... ~fdl's see you later for another photo shoot!~

i barely noticed that it's almost the end of the year,, oh geez,, how time flies so fast. another year is yet to come,, hay.. thanks God i survived this year,, with flying colors,, hehe..

i may not be able to update this xmas vacation,, hay,, i won't be able to use the pc,, panu busy na naman ang tito ko sa paglalaro ng mu! so i'll post na my year-end post,, [redundant?]

-thank God ,, i was able to survive my first sem and half of 2nd sem,, dealing with my course [mental suicide course as jp puts it,,] PHARMACY! i just hope that i'll make it throughout hte succeding years,, hay! -fingers crossed-
-chem, chem, chem,, thank you for giving me so much pain!
-i passed botany,, greatest achievement! wo00hoo..!!
-i will forever be greatful to my alma mater,, animo lasalle!
-long way to go 1g-ph! much love,, wwee...
-i met him,, and him, and him,, whahaha,, jerry, jarry,, stalk stalk stalk,, hihi,, thanks mars,,!!
-and ray,, thanks so much!
-rizza,, beh!
-fdl's.. kame ang una! wahaha,, orig toh,, orig talga,, nu nga guys? vain people,, we're not cam adiks,,not even cam buddies,, check out my multiply,, you'll see how we hate cameras,, click!
-ateneo vs ust,, haha! pat,, but mind you.. kulelat kami sa pbl,, nyeh..
-i'm becoming to be more addicted in mango ice,, ice monster! yuummmyy,,
-"you can't decive me by that!" txting in class,, haha. di ba kat?!
-i'm not an eksena queen anymore,, kat, i'll gladly give you my throne,, hehe..
-i'll audition in the pharma dance tropue nxt year! wahahaha,, this is thestart of a good friendship wiht,, with whom?! hahaha,,
-i got his number, i got his number! lalalalala..
-can't wait for bb23's xmas party! mis you guys,,
-i'm more mature now,, i don't cry easily now.. i learned so much,, thanks to you!

~i'm too lazy na.. part2 will be next yr,, hehe..

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2006-12-09T21:42:00.000+08:00

i wasn't really busy for the whole week,, hehe.. well then, my professors in my pharmacy subjects were always not around,, so last tuesday and thursdya,, pumasok lang ako para sa filipino! hay naku,, ma'am dax was not always around.. pero lot of things happened naman..

monday:
-pharchem lab experiment.. grabe,, 2nd experiment pa lang eh ubos na appparatus namen,, i already brok 1porcelain casserole,, and 1testube + the other apparatus that some of my groupmates also broke + the case of the missing test tubes,, ehehe..
-mam dax was not around for pharcare=free time!

tuesday:
-i got 1 in our practical for arnis!! ehem,, congrats! lol!
-mam coronado and mam sy were not around,, chem and pharcal=free time!
-start for the debate on filipino,, boring!

wednesday:
-haha,, me and jelly looked for mam dax at the graduate school,, they were having like review there and we asked their instructor if we could talk to our prof,, seems like he doesn't understand tagalog,, he told us "i dont spik tegelog.." hehe.. so i have to translate everything that we said,, haha .. "that gurl beside ma'am coronado,, wearing black",, haha!
-the stupid door in 1b that we can't close,, haha.. all the students were looking at us,,
-mam dax was not around again..pahrcare=collaj making..

thursday:
-168 escapade with jels and katch! wahehehe..
-we were 40 mins late in pharchem,, good thing mam coronado was not around again,,
-mam sy was also absent..pharcal=free time!!
-debate in filipino..boring!

friday:
-my day!
-slept the whole day!

i was currently watching imbestigador while posting,, shit talga! the issue is about a father,, i think he was mentally and physically sick,, he had his one daughter and his wife continiously maltreating him,, as in total maltreatment was given to him! the father was like those of "taong - grasa" then his daughter will beat him,, the spy cam even caught the daughter pouring hot water on his father,, and beating him with a tumbler after taking him a bath! how inhuman! how could a daughter do those things to her father! how could the wife,, who promised to be with her husband through thick and thin could beat his husband! i pity the old father,, he was crying and whining while her daughter was pouring hot water on him.. grabe talaga! as in!

random thoughts..

2006-11-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since i last posted,, busy na kasi,, busy na sa 2nd sem.. i had already adjusted with my new schedules,, monday and tuesday 7am-6pm .. wed and fri 12-5:30pm.. thurs 1-6pm.. hay,, hetic! pero mas prefer ko sked ko ngaun,, saya umuwi ng gabi! hehe..
with regards to my subjects? hay,, phar chem will kill me! specially pharchm lab! freak! 3hours of lab and grabe..time is gold! grabe nanguubos ng oras prof namen,, yesterday we have our lab.. we got all our apparatus and washed it and arranged it in our lockers! it was really tiring washing all those super dirty apparatus! hay,, and after finally being able to placed them all in our locker,, securing the padlock with a masking tape (since we lost some of our things! who the hell stole paolo's lab gown? and our ice cream can+shoebox+envelopes!) with only 40 mins left,, ma'am .... (what's her name again?oh my.. i forgot!) decided and told us to perform experiment1 ..take note: individually!! argh! i hate individual experiment! gggrrrr... and so the result was that our lab turned out to be a market with all my classmates doing the experiment hastily,, getting the chemicals,, and it was so crowded near the centrifuge.. para talagang palengke! hay..
pharcal,, lots of conversions! argh!
pharcare... ever so boring! hehehe... 2hours discussion.. tsk..
philo.. logic! logic! if it wasn't because sir bong was so funny,, i'll really hate this subject,, hehe.. i just don't like recitations.. hehe..
fil.. ok lang.. i'm not really listening in this subject,, same with our english today. hehe...
literature... next prof pls? hehe.. kidding! ma'am mendoza was our prof..again! hay! anyweiz,, no comment on this.. but i love lit time,, nu nga mars,, hehe...
arnis.. my pe!! haha! fun fun fun!

so there, so far naiintindhan ko pa naman lessons,, hehe.. i just hope that i'll do good this sem!!wish me luck,, +fingers crossed+

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ever wished that you haven't met someone? i maybe so mean to regret meeting him,, if it wasn't because of him, everything might be in normal today.. hay. i got to leave my bestfriend because i know and "he" told me that "he" will still be there for me,, but unfortunately, where are you now? u left me,, hay,, u told me that u'll always be there,, liar! i hate your alibis,, why can't you just say directly that you don't want to talk to me,, liar! waltz last line goes to you,, "i hate you.."

2006-11-17T22:11:00.000+08:00

I came to think of the word friendship a while ago while walking along the corridors of 2nd floor.. one incident made me think of this word and ponder on it.
If there’s this one person whom I could call a “true friend”,, I guess it would be Rizza.. yup pat! Rzza, your irregular friend! Lol! So I would like to dedicate this post for her! Wwweeee…
I really don’t know on how we became close.. well what important is the bond that holds our friendship tighter .. we may always joke around each other,, we seldom talk seriously.. we laugh even at the corniest jokes.. say stupid things to both of us.. argue on something and end up laughing at it.. give the most honest opinion, even the line “ang engot – engot mo talga kahit kailan” applies to us.. hate those who hate neither of us.. share each other’s problems and from our happiest moments to the most embarrassing moments that we had,,
she knew me very well like no others do. It’s like, she was my living diary,, everyday we got to txt and say anything .. even nonsense things.. she knew how I felt about everything,, she’s the first one I’ll text if ever something new happened to me or something so funny happened to me.. it’s also through her that I released my anger.. hehehe.. mimah used to call us “twins” for we are inseparable daw.. I won’t miss seeing rizza whenever I go to lipa. Hehe..
my sincerest thank you badong! – haha! Seryoso ang post ko kaya wag ka ng magulo pa,, hehe.. baka matouch ka.. haha!

I also came to think of another person,, hay.. it’s almost a month now since I got the chance to talk to that person.. hay.. i remember what krizia had told me last week,, hindi ko man lang naipaglaban ung friendship namen,, and my stand? Desisyon ko toh eh,, panindigan na.. masaya naman ako..hay . but am I really happy? Up to now, I can still feel the emptiness with my decision,, maybe I have already moved on,, I don’t even think of him at times.. but whenever something or someone will remind me of him,, I can’t help but long for a friend .. a bestfriend,,

2nd sem,, 2nd chance..

2006-11-05T21:29:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's going to be the start of our 2nd semester,, hay.. i should really do good this time.. really! i was totally disappointed with my grades this sem,, i thought that having a grade of 3 is enough for me.. but upon seeing my grades with 3 in my major subjects is totally disappointing! hay,, ganun pala feeling.. anyweiz. at least i passed.. galingan na lang sa 2nd sem! forget about 3!..

i went to Cathedral a while ago.. i attended the mass intended for Br. Rafe.. hay,, i was really shocked when i first received a txt saying that he was dead and body can't still be found. a man of character, of honor and of leadership.. he was truly a remarkable man in the history of de la salle lipa. may his' soul rest in peace in the arms of our Creator..

3 wishes granted!

2006-10-23T17:50:00.000+08:00

wweee... 3 of my wishes has been granted.. yep!!! thanks God, i passed CHEMISTRY, BOTANY AND MATH!! 3 of my greatest nightmares! and i'm so proud about this achievement.. trully having these three major subjects in ust [5 units each] is not easy,, as in.. it's in these subjects that i experienced failure,, total failure.. specially in botany.. hhmm.. i have never experienced a passing quiz in this subject.. sa lec lang pala,, pumapasa pa naman ako sa lab,, wahaha..
grabe talga,, i was really overjoyed as i got my clearance.. as in i jumped out of joy! i wasn't expecting na i won't have any failure.. naiiyak talga ako at nanginginig habang naghihintay sa clearance ko,. and when the prof gave my clearance!! weee... pass.. pass.. pass.. passs. pass.. pass..pass.. haha. wwee.. i feel like crying.. sa sobrang tuwa! i went to marion and grabe i can't explain how i felt that time.. i was jumping , i was laughing.. then jelly approached us coz pasado din sya.. we jumped together!! we went outside and there we were like insanes .. grabe up to now sssssooooooooopppppppeeeeeerrrr saya ko! .. i still don't know my grades pa nga lang,, grades will be made available online.. eh ang haba ngpila kanina sa mga pc na pwede magview ng grades.. tinamad na kami pumila.. i'll just wait till it's already available on our eleap account.. basta wala ko bagsak.. ok na ko! i can now sleep well.. wwweee.. i can now fully enjoy my semestral break witout any worry that i'll be taking summer classes..

ma'am cobar, sir nieto, ma'am doria.. thank you so much po!! grabe salamat at nakapasa ako sa inyo.. weeee.. and to my other profs? salamat din po sa grades! wweee...

aian,, congratz jo anna! do better on the next sem,, never waste the opportunity that God has given you in this course..

Papa God,, thank you so much for being my guide all throughout the first sem.. thank you so much for hearing my prayers..

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2006-10-22T18:40:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's going to nbe our clearance,,, ggggrrrrr... kinakabahan ako sa grades ko.. tsk.. 3 lang ok na sakin,, bawi na lang sa 2ndsem..

anyweiz, i would like to congratulate rizza lasi for being in the dean's lister,, for nursing..wahahaha.. mayabang ka badong! hehe,, how i wish na sana kasing ganda ng grades mo ang mga grades ko,, har har.. 1.75 sa chem? duh! 3 nga lang pahirapan na... gggrrrr...

i was sick last night,, karma sa araw-araw na paggala at gabi na pag-uwi,, up to now i'm not feeling that well.. haaayyy.. i was really tired when i got home yesterday,,
we went to mikee's house at malarayat,, hehe.. total laughtrip.. though i wasn't really in the mood yesterday.. hhaaayyy,, hirap pala talga ng may iniiwasan,, specially if the two of you were so good friends before.. the last time i've been to mikee's house..the two of us were so okei,, dami memories namin dun,, [natapunan ng sprite ung pants,, naghati sa isang munchkins,, etc. ] pero yesterday when i got back in that house.. la lang.. memories kept hounding me.. pero la magagawa.. it's the choice i made.. panindigan na.. it's for the better.. i hope you understand,,
rizza+jemimah+krizia+spye+meisel+ej+fader+miggy specially mikee.. thank you so much guys.. i really had a great time with all of you.. mamimiss ko kau sobra!!

wwweeee..

2006-10-14T19:18:00.000+08:00

finally,, i'm back in lipa.. wwweee... i miss lipa so much.. sarap na ulit matulog.. lamig kasi! ...

weee,, yesterday was friday the 13th ,la namang bad things na nangyare sakin,,
went to lasalle to meet with rizza yesterday,, saw some of my hayskul frends.. pero i went home din agad.. when i went home, they were all shocked to see me.. it's been almost 1 month since they last saw me,, after 5mins of taking a rest?? [rest ba un? si rizza kasi] me and rizza went straight to sm lipa.. weee.. sponge cola's there.. grabe there were so many people in the activity center,, anweiz.. i saw yael.. despite the fact na me and rizza were at the back of those tall men,, hay.. napaka gentlemen nila. gwapo ni yael.. i'm not a sponge fan.. i just love their song "bitiw".. si rizza naman ,, ung "jeepney" and i remember the girl in front of me.. she stepped on me when yael sang jeepney,, nagtatalon ba naman.. aun natapakan ako.. ggrrrr,,, after the show,, we ate at greenwich.. takaw ni badong! sumo meal c kanya.. 2slices of pizza+spaghetti+rice+garlic bread+chicken.. haha.. akin.. sumo meal 2.. spag+pizza+chicken,, we're not that really hungry noh..hehe.. lalo naman si rizza.. after that eh bumili si rizza ng damit.. sa jag. wahaha.. ung sm lipa looks so similar with sm batangas.. pero ok na din, panget lang ung activity center kasi nasa taas.. after strolling around. i bought a box of 6 of go nuts donuts,, yeah boy! mauubos ata pera ko sa go nuts dito ah.. weeeee .. yummyy.. 3 of those were for my tito,, 2 were for me and 1 for my tita.. then we decided to go home,, since there were no jeep to lipa,, we decided to take the jeep to rob .. ending? strolling around robinson,, hehe.. sale don! stupid rizza, nagsisisi kasi sana dun na lang sya bumili ng damit..
so there,, hay,,

1 semester.. down!

2006-10-12T19:28:00.000+08:00

finally, after almost 4months of hectic schedules, sleepness nights of reviewing for an exam, waking up at 4:30 am, long walk from main espanya gate up to the botanical graden, the stairs up to the lab7 ,, 1st sem is over!! weeee.... i'm going back to lipa tomorrow!! haayy..

gosh,, goodbye botany?!! beh! =p finally! i won't see you on summer!! gggrrrr.... sana?! [fingers crossed]

anyweiz, last days has always been fun.. fdl went to san lazaro.. it was the first time for us jels and mars to go there. saya ,.. total laugh trip.. picture galore.. weee.. posing beside private joyce? wahahaha..

good things that happen to me in the first sem?
= i learned that college is not pure fun and enjoyment.. studying really hard is the no.1 rule! [specially in my course]
= i got to be with the FDl. weee... we rule!! swear? di nga? no joke? honest? wahahaha.. only fdl knows this..
= i can now relate to commercials with drugs saying its generic names.. hehe.. Flanax-Naproxen Na.. wahahaha..
= we discovered the liempohan in dapitan,,la lang.. sarap fud dun!
= i am in the home of the champions for this uaap season! wwweeeee...
= i learned SO MANY THINGS about plants.. from its very small component inside its veins.. [imagine ung vain sa dahon nadisect pa? nerd.] like whenever we saw plants along,, me and my friends were like,, "ano toh dicot? monocot??" "ayan, alternate yan.." "grabe no, my mga ancestors pa pala ang mga halaman.."
= eating X.O. is the best way to stay awake during botany and math time.. nu nga kat? hehe.
= umbrella is the number1 must have in ust..
= and most importantly,, learn to stand up after you fail,

and the not so good things?
= i experienced failures.. as in total failures in my grades..
= chemistry is killing me!!
= small lakes in espanya,, haha.. first time ko nakakita ng ganun kataas na baha...
= homesick.. i always wanted to go back in lipa,, in lasalle.. and be with my closest friends..
= loosing one of the most important person in your life,, anyweiz.. i learn to live without him,.

panu ba ian 1G.. see you on our halloweeeeeeennn parttttyyy.. see you guys on the 2nd sem! kumpleto pa tau!!

never say die

2006-09-27T18:31:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's going to be the most awaited game,, weee.. ateneo vs. ust.. wahahaha.. really am excited on the game. go uste, go uste, go uste.. go. go. go!!

i'm really excited on the game.. honestly..i'm a bit too nervous also! geezz.. i knw ust's gonna win this game. hehe.. i wanted to watch the game on araneta! i need to have ticket tomorrow! as in! yesterday, me and jelly decided to buy tickets for the game right after pharma,, we said that were gonna just be late on theo,, right after our pharma class,, me and jels went straight to the gym. and boo! we weren't ecpecting to see a line,, talk about a very very long line.. the whole gym was surrounded by students waiting patiently for the tickets.. and so me and jels were like "shit anu ba ian! ang daming tao.. anu cut na tau?!" and so we decided to cut our theo class.. we spent minutes looking for the end of the line .. nakasingit na nga ko sa unahan eh kasu ung babae humingi ng number! syang.. after almost 30mins in the line,, kat said that only gen ad tickets were available! being the desperates to have the ticket, we still decided to go for the gen add tickets.. we were already planning how to jump from the gen ad area to the upper box b area. haha.. then when we were almost there.. let's say 5opersons na lang.. [compared to being alsmost the 300th person in the line] the guy in front of me suddenly said.. "sold out na daw ung ticket!" and so i was like.. "what! ano?! sigurado ka?" and then i saw students going outside,, saying.. "wala matatalo na kau,, ateneno na !" damn it! tickets were really sold out!!! shit! me and jelly were really like.. oh my god! just when we're already there and they'll say that tickets were sold out! after 2hours of patiently waitng in the line.. reviewing for the botany exam with our minds on the game.. eating our lunch while in the line just to get a ticket! goshness!!! i was really really really disappointed! we were really tired,, as in super tired.. and we didn't get anything.. even a glance of the ticket.. geez talga! but then, never say die nga eh! we never loose hope, and up to now .. me and jelly were still looking for tickets! together with paolo's company..
i really wanted to watch the game in the araneta,, i don't want to be alone in my house, watching in the tv.. cheering for the ust.. ALONE! no way! i wanted to feel the intensity of the game..the cheer of the crowd.. syempre mawawala ba ung mga pasaringan ng skul. hehe.. basta i shud have a ticket tomorrow!

i am now enjoying the freedom of being a college.. hehe.. me and jelly decided to go at the carpark right after filipino,, trip lang.. titingin ng head band. and so we went to carpark. at first, we wanted to cut english pa nga, but paolo said that he'll teach us in math inside the classroom during eng time.aun, plan for cutiing eng subject was postponed.. when we were already in carpark and was about to go back to main building.. it suddenly rained hard! we're stranded.. we don't want to go inside the classroom wet! and so we have to call rachel pa to bring umbrellas for us.. too much for cutting. hehe.. la lang, we were jsut enjoying this week because next week.. nose bleed na namn! back to our school stuffs. and next week's gonna be our final exam on botany lab and chem lab! shocks,, gudluck! i'm not yet prepared! hehe...

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2006-09-23T16:11:00.000+08:00

2 weeks to go and finals na! hay,, malaki pa ang hahabulin kong grades sa mga major subjects ko! geez,, alanganin na talga ako,, tsk.

i slept at around 12 am last night.. i was bombarded with so many things. first, are my grades.. as i said , i still have lots of points needed just to pass chem, botny, and math. why do i have to spend my entire college with all this subjects? specially chem.. my most hated subject.. the first subject who gave me a 75 in highskul! darn it,, i hhaaaattttteeee you chemistry.. but you're 101% needed in my course! huhuhuh,,..

i don't know what to feel last night, i found myself crying...just as i thought that i'm over him. hay.. why can't i move on?

17? 17? 17?,, i'm 17!

2006-09-19T18:18:00.000+08:00

like it or not, another year has again been added to my age .. weee!! belated happy birthday to MYSELF! haha,, i wasn't able to blog yesterday because i already came home at around 7:30 pm and got lots of things to do pa,, pero hindi naman nag aral! haha,, drawing lang ang pagsasabi na magaaral ako! hihihi.. i was again too lazy last night.
-the negative side.. i wasn't able to memorize all the generic names and manufacturers of some drugs given to us.. result?= i wasn't able to answer the exam a while ago on pharma,, i just used my mala-madam auring psychic powers..
-the positive side.. i wasn't able again to study last night for our SUPPOSED to be exam on chem about redox reaction,, result?= quiz for redox reaction was cancelled by sir! thanks God! hindi ko pa namn maintindihan un,, tsk.

anyweiz, allow me to use this space to say thank you to all those who greeted me yesterday!
marron.richard.raymond.pat.ica.sammy.enny.rizza.gekai.maita.venelen.armel.yubs.avis.
je.timothy.rodelyn.angeline.angela.renz.polin.auderz.camyl.daphne.miggy.meisel.charlesh.
mikee.aira.marc.lara.ej.jerome.carmina.tin.kaycee.jp.1gph.kevin.
thank you so much guys! you guys made my day so special! and special thanks to daphne and kevin.,. weeee.. salamat sa ice monster.. luv yah ol! =hugs=

yesterday,, we had our tune up game in volley ball.. yeah yeah yeah.. i was the so called "secret weapon" in our group.. hehehe.. well then, u could ask me to go dancing the whole day but never ask me to play inside the court! hehe.. but i have never enjoyed volleyball the way i'm enjoying it today.. i may not be a "pro".. i may just be a player learning the basics.. i may just not be as super good as my group mates.. but i wasn't expecting that i will learn.. a LOT from my prof in vball.. up to now i don't know her name,, nor her surname.. all i know is that, she is a person with so many lessons in life..

lesson no.1 - "grow where you are planted.."
one player in the other team called the attention of our prof because their captain ball was absent.. and all captain balls are very much needed yesterday. and so ma'am said that they should do something..the whole team should not be paralyzed only because their team captain was absent. and she kept on saying that we should grow where we are planted.. i may not be able to get what she really means,, what important is.. more or less, i have an idea on what i must do if i'll experience similar situations.

lesson no.2 - "you are only as good as your opponents"
in a game of volleyball, ma'am said that your real opponent is yourself. you have to learn how to face your fears. learn how to fight. no matter how weak you are on that sport, think as if you are only as good as you're opponent. do your best.. think about how you will perform well and not how poorly you perform. never say "i'm a failure".. coz you will be a failure.. we are the creators of our own reality, and our life will depends on how we believe in ourself!

lesson no.3 - [our official motto] "friends forever!"
that was our motto in this game...in this class. in a game, we can't avoid being hit by the fall on our face, stumbling on the ground just to save a ball, a ball approaching you that you cannot receive, commiting mistakes inside the court.. think of these instances as given.. and its only normal to experience this all. one should not blame the person if he did not performed well inside the court,, it's given. one should not take it too personally if someone gave him a ball that hit his face.. again, its given. just remember that everyone of you is just doing their part,and showing their best .. one's the game is over. then forget whatever bad circumstances happened to you inside the court.. what important is all of you enjoyed the game, and if one commted mistakes.. one should learn from it.. for short,, "walang personalan, trabaho lang"

and our no.1 rule!? - simply,, no badmouthing! it's a mortal sin! hehehe..

this lessons were told by ma'am throughout the discussion of the game mechanics,, i never expected that such rules in volleyball will be a lesson for us.. it is not only applicable in this sport, it is actually should be applied in our lives..
why am i telling this? simply because, i'm already 17.. i should be mature enough. and i believe that if i'll follow what ma'am had told us,, i'll surely be a better person.

Papa God, thank you for giving me another year to live .. thank you for the 17 years that you have given me and thank you for giving me such wonderful people who never left me in all my ups and downs

confessions..

2006-09-16T10:40:00.000+08:00

i'm back from my blog hiatus,, hehe.. i missed blogging. i just can't keep myself from writing down my thoughts no matter how busy i am.. i have this blog for almost a year,, and this became my half.

"this could be the start of something new,, it feels so right to be here with you.. and now looking in your eyes,,i feel in my heart.. a start of something new.."

-troy and gabriella.. highschool musical (start of something new)

two days from now,, i'll be 17.. not a sweet 16 anymore. though i always wanted to be 16,, la lang. 17 years of my life has passed and another year for me begins,, siguru it was time for me to be more mature now, be more responsible,, specially with my words and actions.. i did a lot of mistakes, sometimes.. i admit.. i dont learn from them,, i kept on doing those mistakes over and over.. it cud be the reason why i lost some important people in my life.. last night gave me the realization that whatever is happening to me now is mainly the reason for my all wrong doings. and its not yet too late to correct it all..

i was happy last night,, thanks to gekay, rizza, and raymond.. we did nothing but laugh,, and talk about everything! they were the ones, who inspite all my flaws and imperfections, never dare leave me in all my struggles in life. whenever i feels so down, those three were always the first one that i'll run to.. gekay and rizza.. they were really my super bestfrends! that no matter where we are,, there will always be a bond that holds our friendship tightly. raymond, he's really a brother figure to me. and i will always be thankful that God gave me a person who absolutely cares for me and will never let anyone hurt me.

at one part last night., i still long for something, for someone. the person who i shared most of my unforgettable memoris with.. the person who always let me realize all my mistakes,, and the person who could make my happiness complete.. i just wished that everything will still be back to how they were before between the two of us. no arguments, no debates, no misunderstandings.. and its the only birthday wish that i cud ask..

all smiles.. =p

2006-09-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

rizza, gekay, raymond.. thank you guys for spending the night with me! u guys really made me feel happy before my special day! you guys totally rock! i labshue ol..

2006-09-06T15:29:00.000+08:00

on hiatus!

uncertain

2006-09-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

i'm so uncertain about my course,, i don't know if i'll still continue on the next sem.. 'basta,, i asked for a sign na naman kay Lord..

as of now,, this is going to be my last post muna,, i'm going to be on a blog hiatus,, FINALS na eh! damn it,, i really need to give my best this finals or else,, sa summer,, 3major subjects ko issummer ko+ung internship pa namin,, so grabe! i know,, this is not me.. i don't fail.. i never fail.. hay.. basta! kaia pa ian,,kaia pang maka 73 sa math! need to perfect all my quizzes as much as possible+perfect ol assignments and recitation+high score on the final exam,, same with chem.. and with botany.....bahala na si Papa God.. i'm sure,, dito ko summer.. hehehe.. go joanna! go!

so there,, aun.. hay.. ge ge ge.. may first quiz na kami sa math tomorrow,, aral muna! haha.. wow, is this me?! lol..

college..

2006-08-25T14:16:00.001+08:00

college.. it was only know that i came to think of this word..

last wednesday,, while studying for our botany practical exam outside the bot lab,, i heard my two classmates.. anthony and gabay talking about college lyf..

anthony: "pare, di ko pa feel ang colloge.."
gabay: "ako din .."

i can't remember their conversation na eh,, hehe.. basta,, un.

same with them,, i can't feel college yet..its maybe the reason why i'm failing.. really.. honestly, i'm almost failing in my major subjects.. math, chem and botany.. i don't know.. was it really because i was not interested in those subjects? i was studying my lesson,, i just don't know why when the test papers were in front of me already , everything that i learned are gone! specially when taking botany exam,, while reading the questions, i tell myself.. "alam ko to ah,, teka nabasa ko toh.. shit anu nga toh!" and i can't remember it anymore,, hay.. i'm getting frustrated everytime i'll think of this subjects,, specially that of botany.. ms. doria said,, better drop the subject if you think you'll fail,, rather than having a grade of 5.. grabe! i was really thinking if i'll drop botany.. i failed in my monthly,, and it was really hard to do good this prelims,, i'm going to pass this subject if i'll be able to get a grade of 2 this prelims and another 2 on the finals,. shit! impossible! hay,, i really don't know what to do.. i haven't experienced this kind of failure before and its really killing me now.. but i decided not to drop botany,, bhala na.. never say die,, if i fail,, edi failed.. i-summer na lang.. i really think that i'll take botany this summer.. hay,, i really envy my friends who were not experiencing this same situation,, "venz,, hay.. buti ka pa.. ang saya ng hrm noh.. "

i wanted to go back to lasalle. i wasn't that happy here in ust,, though i really enjoy being with my classmates, specially.. jelly star, marionaise, rodalet,, rachon,, and katchup.. cindy, and yves .. i really feels so alone here,, specially last wed, when i really feel like crying because of what mam dorai had told us.. i was walking alone and i cud really feel the tears in my eyes,, sad thing is,, i got no one to cry to. . i really don't know what to feel that time,, thanks to rizza,, even if it was only through text that i was able to share my prblems,, she made me feel comforted. though gekay and armel were here in ust,, di kami masyado nagkikita-kita dito..si t2 ej naman,, di ko din makita.. we have different sked.. hay,, i wish i were in lasalle..

Papa God,, pls help me.. pls..

finally

2006-08-21T13:02:00.000+08:00

weee.. finally! everything's ok. i mean, he's back,, my bestfriend is back .. hay.. been through a lot and i'm glad that everything is okei for the both of us.. may this be a start of a new frienship again,, ung suabe na,, hehe

"GIRL POWER"

"Scary, Baby, Ginger, Posh, Sporty yes now that's your lot We're the Spice Girls ready to go Ladies and gents can you please take your seats And we hope that you enjoyed the show ..-lady is a vamp"

i was watching myx a while ago,, myx backtrack,, featured ang spice girls,, hay.. ask camyl on how we admire spice girls,, back then when we were in grade three.. my tito had a cd,, ung una nilang album and i could remember,, noon, 7x a day ata kung mapatugtog ko un,, and i used to sing with a mike.. ung two become one,, fav ko un,,, me and my cousin will sing it over and over until someone from the outside will watch us,, hehe,, its only then that we'll realize na nakakahiya na pala kasi sobrang lakas ng kanta namin,, hehehe... i even bought a notebook,, with the spice girls as its cover. hehe.. and i also bought their 2nd album,, i just don't know where it is now.. that's how addicted i am with the spice girls.. i was really sad when they decided to go on solo.. if i remember it ryt,, geri haliwell was the first to separate from thegroup? ginger spice,, hehe.. i really had a spice girls fever before,, hehe.. my tito still kept the cd ,. ah! naalala ko.. in the cd, there was a picture of "spice ring" .. man i really dreamt of hving that ring before.. hehe..
nga pala,, i still have my spice girls stickers with me.. i got it from chupa chups lollipos and some were just given to me by kristine.. another spice girls adict before..

user!

2006-08-18T15:41:00.001+08:00

my day didn't went fine! how will you start your day right if at 6am in the morning someone you don't know will text you and tell you that she knows your every move!

who the hell are you to mess up with us! do we know you? and do you know us in the first place? you were the one who started it all and yet you were telling me na pinagtulung tulungan ka namin. damn you. you're a user,, a user of someone's name. don't you have your own name? pathetic!

i was just asking u , who you really are and why are u using rizza's name.. you have no ryt to flood my inbox with all your nasty words! and then you will tell me and rizza that you'll gonna do something to us. what.. you'll kill us! shit you.. you even told me that you were in front of "centrum" [stupid! it's sentrum not centrum!] and you'll hurt me if you saw me. hell yeah!

i believe you never really know me, nor rizza.. you were just acting as if you know us to tell us those things. can't you see.. i'm still alive,i'm here in my house, you said that i won't be able to go home.. bitch.

what right do u have to scold us with such nasty words? excuse me. whoever bitch you are, we will never stoop to ur level. asshole.

you are an uneducated bitch. why don't you just mess with your life. never mess with us.. even if its not my name that you used,still, u used my friend's name, u replied to her with ur own street words and when i texted you asking a question, you did the same to me. damn you.

again,,

whoever you are..
Fuck You.

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excuse me for every words that i said,, i'm just really mad.. really.. i am. u can't blame me, if someone will threaten you and will tell you nasty words .. who won't get mad?

...is it possible to pick up the pieces of friendship that started it all?..

2006-08-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

we had no classes today.. feast day ni st. dominic de guzman.. praise st. dominic... i will b able to study for our botany quiz un thursday,, and oh,, we also had a quiz on pharma and math on thursday.. cursed!

i'll study na lng l8er..

before i forgot..

haPpY 18th BirthDay

Mark Marron Mercado MEndoza!!!!

HapPy birThdAy

MArk Eugene Mendoza!!

hAPpY biRthdaY

Maree Aiko Dawn Lipat!!

i called eujin a while ago just to greet him,, aun.. madali lang, la sya signal eh..

"when a door closes,, a window opens.."

i came to think of this saying,, after everything that happened, there's this one person who helped me with my problems,, he never leave me in my time of loneliness,, and i really appreciate everything that he does for me,, we maybe far from each other,, [he was in lipa] but his presence reallymatters.. if it wasn't thru him, i wudn't be happy today,, i might still be in my depressing period over someone,, yeah.. thank you so much.. "thanks mon2"..

we had our heart - to - heart talk wid gekay a while ago.. we talked about diff things,, specially that we are experiencing the same situation ..

it started when i told gekay what i have red in candymag.. it goes like this..

"i am beginning to see that loving someone means entering a whole new world of complication, i mean, friendships are complicated enough, but when youre in a relationship, you give the other person a hold over you that commands so much more. you surrender to that person the power to break your heart, in the true sense of the word. and after that , is it pocible to pick up the pieces of the friendship that started it all?-katies diary"

truly, entering a relationship with your friend would mean lots of complications,, and when the two of you decided to quit.. will you ever have your friendship back to how it was before? i doubt.. i remember sir marquez when i was in lvl7.. he was discusing about a jar.,, once it's broken,, and you decided to put the pieces back togehter.. there will always be "lamat" .. and it can never be back to its original form and appearance,, i can never forget what sir marquez had said because during the time that he was discussing about this eh.. kakabreak lang namin ni marc! hahaha.. anyweiz,, what's my point? a failed relationship can never be back to how it was before,, hmm.. but we cud always start a new one,, let me jst quote what gekay had told me a while ago..

"mahirap na kasing ituloy yan eh..kea kailangan ng bago.. bagong panahon, bagong simula.. wag ng ituloy ang isang pagkakamali.. both of u nid tym.. and space. maaaus din un,, kaia lang hindi pa ngaun, nde pa ngaung comlicated pa ang mga bagay .. mahirap kasing ipilit ang ndi pa dapat mangyre.."

i got it.. it's not yet the time .. maybe soon,, when all's well.. it wud be better to strt a new friendship with him,, and i'm looking forward for that time.. i just miss everyhting..

magulo na ba post ko? jst can't organize my tots..

not feeling well.,

2006-08-06T11:25:00.001+08:00

i wasn't really feeling well today.. yesterday.. and the other day.. hay.. my throat hurts,, i can't speak well.

hay,, i am too tired.. sometimes i just feel like my body will collapse..

yesterday we watched the play "a beautiful philippines".. boring. aun.. may itsura dun ung crisostomo ibarra. chinito,, nice body! weee...

charlesh texted me last nyt.. hay.. i realy miss them na!

i'm being stupid again, yeah! hay,, i'm so caught up with many things. i don't know how to say them here..

not feeling well.,

2006-08-06T11:25:00.000+08:00

isang masayang araw..

2006-08-04T21:07:00.000+08:00

msaya ang araw na toh,, hehe.. la lang.. dami nakakatuwa nangyare..

~~la kame klase ngaun,,~~ may 40 mins chem kami ngaun.. may first friday mass ang faculty of pharma,, aun.. lang klase hanggang 12,, after ng nakakinis na chem lab,, umatend kami ng mass.. aun,, mga natapos un mga 9:10.. ganon.. after nun,, napagkasunduan ang ilang araw ng pinagtatalunan na panonood ng sine.. ako+jelly+roda+katch+marion+yves.. aun,, nung isang araw pa kasipinagtatalunana kung saan manonood ng sine,, kung sa MOA ba o sa gateway.. may 5 free tickets kasi si marion ng Just My Luck,, aun, binigay nia samin ung 4 tapos nagbayad si roda.. heheh.. aun,, dahil maaga pa at sarado pa gateway.. daan muna ministop.. akala ko andun si commerce boy.. ala pala,, sabi kasi ni ana eh.ü

dahil hindi namin lam ang sinasakyang jeep hanggang legarda at masyado mahal ang tribike.. aun nilakad namin mula p.noval hanggang legarda station.. adventure! haha.. kung saan2 kami dumaan at talgang nakakapagod ha.. malayo din pala un.. =p

after nun,, aun lrt hanggang cubao.. tapos,, libot2 sa gateway.. suko sina yves,, haha.. kaia kami ni roda ang nag libot2.. 2pm pa pala ung showing ng just my luck eh,, matagal na paghihintay un..

aun,, dahil super gutom na kami.. lalo na ko eh kumain na kami sa foodcourt.. cebu.. bla bla.. nakalimutan ko ung kinainan namin,, aun. laftrip.. saya.. dahil naka sun kami,, tinawagan namin sina paolo.. haha. un ang talgang nkktawa,, aun. nakkpag joke si pretty baby kay pretty boy! muhaha..

after nun,, punta sa goodwill.. pinagtripan ang mga libro.. sari-sari nag mga nakita naming libro,, haha.. lalo na sa hobbies section! haha.. ung drawing ng saging..hihihi..

after nun, sine na.. aun.. bili ticket... aun,, nantrip sa sine.. tawag ule kina paolo at anthony,, haha.. lakas ng trip..

nga pala , nadapa si roda sa hagdan ng sinehan.. hahaha.. ang upuan k nga pala ay j14.. aus! fav no. ko at first letter ng name ko,, galeng! aun..

ganda ng just my luck,, nakakatuwa.. panoodin niu,, pwede pala un noh.. maipapass mo ung luck mo sa isbang tao sa pamamagitan ng kiss,, haha.. at pwede niu un pagpasapasahan. aus! di ko na kkwento,, baka di pa napapanood ng iba..

isa lang masasabi ko dun.. remember nung nadapa ako sa ust. .haha.. naipasa ko na sa mga friends ko ang kamalasan ko,, after kong madapa.. sumunod na skin si jelly kahapon ng naglalakad kami,, parang nag out of bal langsiya at di natuluyan sa pagdapa.. tas kanina si rodz,, sa sinhan paakyat.. at after nun,, nung pababa kami ay si yves naman ang nadulas sa hagdan., haha.. humanda na sina kat at marion.. kau na sunod,,aun. basta,. nakaktawa.. may nagsshooting pa nga sa gateway eh,, hay naku,, mganda nga ung mall,, bulok naman elavator! hahaha.. magnada pa elvtor ng rob.. aun,, basta,. ganun.. dami nangyare.. haha!

bukas manonood pa kami ng play sa med audtitorium,, hay naku..

commerce

2006-08-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

dhil august na ngayon, at kagaya ng nakasanayan ko mula pa sa st. joseph hanggang sa lasalle ai buwan ng wika ngaun,, kaia naman.. tagalog mode muna ko. sabagay mas madali mag post ng tagalog.. hehehe..

ung title ng post ko ngaun.. wala iang kinalaman sa course,, hehehe.. pero may kinalaman ian sa tao. hehehe.. aus ba?

ganto kasi unn

nong sabado.. pagkatapos namin manood ng play "Sa Ngalan Ng AMa" sa SM CIty Manila .. pagkalabas namin ng sinehan.. biglang nawala si Rita.. haha.. kaia hinanap namin sya.. sa paghahanap namin.. sa may dulo.. sa may mga pila para sa next schedule ng play ai may nakita ko!! hahaha.. habang hinahanap ko si rita at nagtitingin kung saan ay nakita ko ung lalaking nakatingin sakin,, medju naka smile.. shit,, ang gwapo!! hahaha,, grabe.. natulala ko sa knya.. as in! matangkad,maputi, basta.. gwapo talaga.. habang naglalakad kami ay nakatingin talga ko sa kanya,, kasi talga agaw pansin siya.. pagkalampas namin sa barkadahan nila.. ganto ang nangyre..

Jelly : "shit, may gwapo!"
Jo Anna : "ui may nakita kong gwapo!"
Jelly : "nakita mo din?"
Jo Anna : "ung andon,, matangkad, maputi ,, tirik ang buhok!?"
Jelly : "un nga! kala ko ako lang nakapansin! nakatingin kasi satin.. hahahaha!"
Jo ANna : "hahaha.. ang gwapo talga,, tara balikan natin! hahahaha"

-pagbalik-

Jo Anna : "ay wala na.."
Jelly : "un ung mga kasama nia kanina eh,, wala na.."
Jo Anna: "asan na kaia un?"
Jelly: "baka nag cr.. un ung mga kasama nia eh.."

aun ,, hindi na ule namin sya nakita sa pila..

sya pa lang ang nakita kong gwapo sa ust mula noong pumasok ako dito,, hehehe.. syempre pangalawa sa knya si uge,, hehe.. ung name nia? si "commerce boy".. hehehe.. un ung tawag ko sa kanya eh kasi hindi ko sya kilala.. eh commerce ung course nia. sana makita ko ule sya sa ust.. hehehe.. at kaninang lunch.. dahil wala prof namin sa theo ai early lunch kami.. pagkakain,, bumili ako ng sim ng sun.. tapos ako+jelly+rachel dretso sa commerce bldg.. hahaha.. nagbabakasakali.. hihihihi.. naisip namin ni jelly na sana pala eh nung nakita na namin siya aygumawa na agad kami ng paraan,, dapat kunware naghahanap kami kung saan ung dulo ng pila tapos magtatanong kami sa kanila. hehehe.. kainis.. sana nasenyasan ko na agad si jelly nung nakita namin sya.. ang problema,, preho kaming natulala.. hahaha.. may 1 month pa ko para makilala sya.. nag deal kasi kami nina marion na kailangan makilala ko sya in 1month,., katuwaan lang! naku sana makita ko ule si "commerce boy".. hehe..

eto pa.. sabi nga nila.. "grab every opportunity.."

sa pharma may cute din.. hahaha.. ipapakilala na sana ko sa knya kasu ai na shy ako,, hahaha,, ngaun ai lagi na ko nasa labas ng classroom bago mag botany.. hehehe.. next week na lang,, hehehe..

la lang,, nakakatuwa lang.. masaya na ko eh. kahit wala sya.. at pinipilit ko tlagang maging masaya.. aus pala noh kahit wala ung taong akala mo noon eh hindi mo kaia pag nawala sya.. sa una lang pala mahirap tsaka masakit, pero pag nagtagal. masasanay ka din na wla sia.. lalo na pag naramdaman mo na iniwan ka nia nung mga panahon na kilangan mo sia,, nung panahon na kailangan mo ung kaibigan mo para magpalakas ng loob sau kasi halos sumuko ka na.. ewan ko,, basta masaya nako kahit wala siya.. "kahit wala ka.."

greeting lang..

2006-07-29T18:48:00.000+08:00

haPpy 16th biRthdAy

YVONNE TRIXY MARASIGAN!!muah!!

monthly exam... DONE!!

2006-07-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

before anything else.. let me start my post with a warm greeting for my good friend.. mimah!!...

haPpy 18th biRthDay..!!!

MARIA JEMIMAH LANDICHO!!!

i luv you sis,, muah!

18 na si mimay,, hai,, i wanted to be 16 forever.. la lang.. i just tought about that..

anyweiz,, our monthly exam was finaly over!! hahahaha.. wweee.. after days of studying.. reading.. delays of exam due to class suspension.. finally prelims na! we had our regular class yesterday for both math and botany and the results of the exam were already given.. don't ask me about how my exam in botany was.. i failed.. that's all.. no need to post here any figures,, my math exam was also bad.. if u were to consider 50% of the overall items,, i passed.. but since we were getting the 60%,, then i failed.. monthly grade for math was given.. well,,hmm.. basta.. i think i should REALLY do better on the prelims,, God help me, i shud really do good on botany.. i don't want to failed the subject.. the way i hate the subject.. it was really hard to study when ur not really interested on it..

never in my childhood days,, had i imagined myself saying.. "when i grow up, i wanted to be a pharmacist!".. and never in my 4th year days did i told myself that i will take up B.S Pharmacy.. never.. i was really planning to take up nursing.,. but i failed the entrance exam here in ust. good thing i failed! auq na ng nursing eh!! well, actually.. i really wanted HRM-hotel and restaurant management.. ala lang.. i'm just interested with the course.. but yeah, i don't want to disappoint my parents so being that good daughter,, i took pharmacy.. i don't regret being in this course,, i'm just wishing that i'll appreciate this course..

i was browsing on my pharma book last night and i saw the chapter where all the subjects that i would be taking up to my 4th year were discussed.. i was telling myself... "kaia ko ba toh? mabuhay pa kaia ko hangang 4th year nito.. " i wanted to give up reading all my subjects.. pharmaceutical calculations, inoragnic chem, qualitative chem, orgnic chem, biostatistics, etc.. man, help me.. really.. whew!

but then, there's no easy course.. as my mom said before.. "walang madaling course,, lahat mahirap.. nasayo na un kung pano mo pahihirapin ung cors na gusto mo.." yup.. my mom's right.. maybe i need to adjust.. i'm no longer a highschool student ,, a student who, even has exams on the following day can be seen loitering around rob or mcdo till 7:30pm.. no longer that student who take the tests without reading anything.. i never failed in hs.. but if i'm not gonna improve my study habits.. i will surely fail my course.. i can do this! with just a little touch of perseverance.. kaia ko toh!! i'm going to have my botany book as my new pocket book.. enough of reading bob ong's books,, [i already finished reading "alamat ng gubat" in just 1hour.. and "stainless longanisa" for just 1day...hehehe..la lang.. sharing lang..] i think its time for joseph mauseth masterpiece to be the "apple of my eyes" nyaks! hehehe..

my knee hurts!!

2006-07-26T16:08:00.000+08:00

up to know,, my knee really hurts!! with my clumsiness,, nadapa po ako sa ust.. huhuhu.. as in dapa! damn that sidewalk!! i was walking along the sidewalk,, dun sa may church when i got out of balance.. i was with jelly+cindy+rachel that time,, +the 2guys and 3 gurls at our back,, they even stopped!! we can't stop laughing about waht happend,, specially when i saw my wounded knees,, huhuhu.. it really hurts,, swear!! good thing i was with my friends.. kasi if ever i was alone and nadapa ako,, i will surely cry!

it feels so good to be back!!..

2006-07-22T13:53:00.000+08:00

after almost three weeks of not going to lipa,,finally i'm back! geez,, i really miss this place.. me and gecai came here yesterday at around 8pm,, trafic sa sto tomas.. we ate at red ribbon and went to lasalle after,, we were able to go inside sentrum,, it was past 8 then.. sugarfree was singing,, we looked for rizza and we saw her.. aun! iritan pag nakakakita ng kakilala,, its as if we haven't seen each other for a year.. hehehe..i wen't home at around 9:30pm..

i was able to talked to rizza on the fone a while ago.. matagal na din akong hindi nakakapagtelebabad,, hehe.. we talked about different stuffs.. and most of it were about.....him.
with gecai and rizza's "words of wisdom".. haha.. "words of wisdom?" basta,, they made me realize that i shud not hurt myself too much.. yeah.. they're right.. y do i kept on crying for him? y shud i shed tears for someone who doesn't desrve them? and y do i kept on holding on to someone who can't see my worth? yeah..i've had enough..

tired..

2006-07-20T17:44:00.000+08:00

just got home .. i was really too tired.. tired from laughing, tired from my long trip .. tired of walking.. tired with studying for our monthly.. and too tired waiting for the wrong person..

a while ago was our exam in math.. hai.. no comment.. i told you,, i really don't like math.

after the exam, i met up with pat+ana+marc,, total laughtrip!! nosnstop laughing,,! hahaha.. there's really no dull moment with pat and ana. they were really funny, lalo na pag piangtutulungan nila si marc.. i can't stop laughing .. we showed pat , the beauty.. ehem.. the beauty? of ust.. hehehe.. la lang,, we just laugh and laugh and laugh and laugh..and marc treated us for ice cream hehehe.. gekai was also with us.. then i went home after..

tomorrow, will have our so called "thomasian walk" its were all freshmen will walk on the "arch of the centuries" the former entrance of ust when it was still in intramuros.. during the spanish regime. it's were rizal and the other famous people from ust used to walk,, hehehe,, it's a sign daw na ur a thomasian na.. but after the thomasian walk,, there will be a freshemn's night.. i'm not going to attend.. actually, me and gekai were planning to go to lipa ryt after the walk,, we'll not attend the mass na.. hehehe... mga pasaway! la lang,,

"waiting for you is like waiting for a rain to fall on this drought.. useless and disappointing" - a cinderella story..

this line from that movie suddenly popped in my mind.. i can never forget this line.. it really strucked me the moment sam montgomery [hillary duff] uttered it in the movie,, i even watched the movie several times just to get this line.. i cud really relate to this eh,, i mean.. it's not really easy to wait for a person you know will never love you in return,, it was like hurting your own self,, i once decided to wait for him.. hoping that somday, somehow.. he'll realized it.. but then,, gekay told me something.. and thanks to her,, i FINALLY realized that i was really waiting for nothing.,. truth hurts.. such a clichéd.. but sometimes.. it's the truth that will set you free... another cliché.. so now,, i'll take a break.. i admit.. letting go wasn't that easy,, it's like giving the other half of yourself away,, just when you realized that life feels so incomplete without him,, -sigh- i cud do this,,, i'll go on without you.. and i'll now do whatever i want..

toink!

2006-07-19T10:18:00.000+08:00

just finsihed with our monthly exam for botany,, here i am now in the library together with yves and rita ,, just finished answering our online quiz on math and we'll study na for our monthly exam in botany lab.. hai.. sakit sa ulo! grabe.. i slept at around 1am just to study for our botany kec,,, i ate chocolates pa nga just to make me active and awake.. sabi kasi ni roda eh.. hehehe..

the test was.. hmm.. disaster? haha.. but compared to our "quiz" yesterday take note,, it's a 72 items quiz.. i found this monthly exam.. hmmm.. 10% easier.. hehe.. but i'm sure that i failed this exam.. unless all my wild gusses were correct! praise God! i actually finished the exam in 30mins.. so easy to guess the answers eh. haha.. we have bot lab pa later.. hai.. di na kaia ng brain cells ko!

anu ga?

i was able to read avis' post about her batanguena words.. and i remember that i also experienced the same situation here..

first,, when me and my classmate david were talking about samsung cellphones, he was asking me about the features of my phone.. then i said.."ang samsung pag pumapatak eh lumalabo ang camera.." then david said.. "anong patak?" it was then that i realized that they don't know the meaning of the word patak,, so i have to explain that patak means nahulog..

then last monday.. my classmate.. who happens to be from san juan batangas ..and we also have the same name.. joanna paola,.. were talking about batangas.. how we miss going back to our place.. she was saying that batangas was really different from here.. hindi mainit, sariwa ang hangin, safe ka kahit maglabas ng cellphone, and kahit maglakad ng gabi.. and then laughter followed when the topic about the "ga" words were opened,,, hehehe.. sometimes kasi, we can't keep ourself from saying,,"dine" "garne" specially i,, i always say those words,, aun,, we just can't keep from laughing.. then when we were going to the sports complex, we saw grace.. our classmate from lipa.. [she was from canossa academy] then i greeted her.. "anu ga?" we all laugh,, hai.. hehehe..

a while ago, when we were studying in the library grabe we are so noisy,, we did nothing but laugh. yves+rita+jeff+ancheta+sory i forgot the name of the other one,, hehe.. we were talking about different stuffs.. form dora the explorer to myhumps.. basta,, i just tot.. if we were doing this in the lrc of lasalle,, siguro na DO na kami sa sobrang ingay! we were not able to study.. hehehe..

breaking free..

2006-07-15T15:35:00.000+08:00

if u were familiar with highschool musical movie then you might as well know this song.. "breaking free".. i really love that movie.. i jsut watched it a while ago on disney channel for the second time,, hehe.. just really like it,, its all about reaching your dreams and doing what you love,.

our monthly exam was scheduled on wednesday,, it was moved due to the suspension of classes last wed and thurs because of typhoon florita.. our first test would be botany lecture and botany lab! woohooo!!.. what a great start for my first test in the university.!! yeah yeah yeah.. good luck joanna!! next test for the thursday will be math,, haha,,. then on fri will be english and theo.. subjects that were supposed to be our exams this monday will be moved on next monday -(july24) that will be chem lab and chem lec.. then our test on tuesday will be pharma and fil.. so there,, i tot i will be spending my next weekend, free from studying my subjects!

i came to think of what my fil teacher told us last friday..she told us that we are all compared to a stone? stone nga ba? hhmm.. basta,,.. it's like were a stone.. a stone that' was not perfectly cut, not perfectly shined.. [hehe..basta pinakinis.. di ko lam eng eh..] but soon,, it will emerged as precious jewels,, priceless and beautiful.. according to her,, our failures and mistakes now will help us be a better person in the future,, and soon as we learn to face this trials.. we'll all be like the precious stone.. perfectly molded, and perfectly shined.. so there.. la lang,,

my sister was currently singing her own version of breaking free.. hehehe.. la lang,, ang bata nga naman oh,, whenever my sister was talking to her friends on the phone,, i can't keep from laughing,, imajin i would heard her saying that we have another sister named kyla,, then my name became nancy ,. haii,, hehehe.. then she was fund of using my cellphone to text my friends.. specially mimah.. she really like her..

...

2006-07-13T20:34:00.000+08:00

i wasn't really in the mood to update now,,

we have monthly exam next week!

pray for me..

and let's pray for all the victims of Florita.

could someone pls invent a time machine?

2006-07-07T18:29:00.000+08:00

hai,, it's my status message in ym.. if only i could have the abilty to create one,, grabe i'll go back to the past and siguru itatama ko ung iba kong mga mali,, !! this past few days,, lots of things happened,, aun, medju di maganda,..

yesterday, we had our test in botany!! damn it.. out of 40 items .. 5 lang sigurado ko! huhuhu.. according kasi to ms.cobar,, our test will be bout our ass,, history of Botany and its contributors,,, so all of us expcted na the scope of the test will be all about those things.. plus.. we will only rely on our assignments,, we were not able to discuss them so we have different understandings on the history part and the contributors were only discussed by EA during our theo class,,, when our test papers were already given,, ah ah.. grabe!! we werent expecting that plants were included!!! and the history and contributors??? ewan.. basta,, bagsak ako dun!! bad trip.. kulang na lang ipasa ko ng blanko ang paper ko! then after the test discusion na namn,, dumugo na talga utak ko!!!!!!!!!

after botany came math!! isa pa tong panira.. imajin 20/45 test ko,, huhuhuhu.. so super badtrip talaga ko,,, wwaaaahhh!!

then nung pauwi na ko,, amp. inabot ako ng ulan!!!!!!!!! woohooo.. basa talga ko,, malas!! badtrip talga!!

afer dismissal,, i wasnt really in the modd.. i wasnt able to eat my lunch well.. i wanted to cry,, so un,,

~~i'll just edit this later,, ka chat ko kasi sina venz, almira,avis, aldrin, pat and my brother..~~

...

2006-07-05T16:17:00.000+08:00

don't you ever wished that some things will turn out to how they were before.. hai.. tsk. argh!!

letting go..

2006-07-01T09:47:00.000+08:00

i wasn't able to sleep well last nyt,, though i feel so exhausted and my eyes wanted to rest already,, i still can't find myself to sleep.. i think i slept at around 2am,, why? hhmm,,, things kept bugging me,, my botany subject, my course, and .. "him"..

botany first,, as i mentioned in my previous posts,, this subject has been my major pain,, i don't know on how am i going to appreciate this subject if during our lectures eh i don't know what's happening,, i mean.. we're already in cell division na pala eh parang kanina lang nasa cell structure pa kami.. and then nxt week we have a quiz.. amp. how am i goin to study, if i really am so clueless about the lesson,, all i have are my notes,, which i don't know on how am i going to study them,, i know.. those were my notes so more or less i shud know whatever was written them,, kinopya ko lang namn po kung anu nasa board,, kasi hindi na ako makahabol .. so there! i have notes,, but doesn't have the slightest idea on what was written there,, enough of those complains..

MY COURSE-B.S.PHARMA..
hhmm.. ewan ko,, di ko sya feel.. hai.. hehe..

"I'm there at your side,I'm part of all the things you areBut you've got a part of someone elseYou've got to find your shining starAnd where are you now, now that I need you?Tears on my pillow wherever you goI'll cry me a river that leads to your oceanYou'll never see me fall apart"
i was currently listening to the song "emotions" by destiny child.. ala lang,, may naalala lang ko,,

hai,, painful to let go of someone who already played a big role in your life,, kainis..

"i really don't know on how am i going to go on with my life without you.. ewan.. as usual. i was the one who broke our promise,, sori,, i really never intended to do this,, hope na maaus pa tau.. pag ok na. sori,, ='("

haii,, botany..

2006-06-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

hai,, i really don't know on what to do with botany.. during lectures, our class can't help but be so clueless about the lesson,,. tsk.. pls pray for me,, so i will survive botany for 1sem.. swear! ang hirap,, huhuhu... imajin,, ang nananahimik na halamn,, guguluhin hangang kaloob looban,, pati na ung mga walang katapusang "pyta" "dae" "nae" ala lahat na!

college na,, things changed.. mas naging matured na siguro ko,, in making decisions,, pati sa way ng pag-iisip.. i'm no longer that high school student laughing out loud along the corridors of klasrums,, no longer that jo anna walking along the food palace and by antime .. let's say , has 80% by chance will get hurt due to clumsiness.. but i'm still that jo anna who's fond of making doodles in her notebook specially if the subjexts were so boring!.. its my habit now, during chemistry! hehehe..

sabi nga ng guidance counselor namin kanina,, "prioritize now ur studies,, eto na ang future niu,," yup! ryt! i shud be more serius now,, hai,, stop day freaming during classes! stop sleeping,, and most of all,.. LISTEN VERY WELL DURING DISCUSSIONS!! at nga pala,, LEARN TO READ UR THICK TXT BOOKS!!! they were not meant for display.. aun,, at pahabol.. DO UR ASSIGNMENTS! and STOP CRAMMING.. aun,, sana magawa ko sila!.,

~avis and pat,, hindi ko maalam maglagay ng haloscan eh,, hehehe,, sa atgboard na lang kaun mag comment.. lol.

skul, skul, skul...

2006-06-22T20:52:00.001+08:00

wasn't able to blog for weeks,, hai,., just so busy.. 2weeks na ko napasok and got so much things to say,, don't know where to start.. so far so good, except that i could already feel the pressure of being a pharma student,, yup. "memorize the valences, quiz tomorrow, post - lab exam tomorrow, practical exam next meeting, research on this, study chapter 2, answer questions in chapter 2 and 3, give examples for each classification of plants,,," and many more dialogues,, hehehe..

BOTANY - geez, a one and a half lecture, and 3 hours lab.. each were twice a week,, it really drains my brain after our lecture,, just imagine all those phyta blabla words that i have to remember,, and my "dora the explorer" hair-like teacher who seemed to be always in a marathon when teaching, hai,,

CHEMISTRY - my most hated subject back in hayskul,, but now,, its my blood line subject.. [tama ba] according kasi to ms. doria,, our prof, who happens to be our adviser also,., " nasa dugo niu na ang chemistry as pharmacists in the future,, kaia kau nag pharma ai dahil mahal niu ang chem" darn it,, i don't love chem,, i used to cursed it,, well, who knows,, i might love chem and appreciate it.. we'll see..ü

ALGEBRA AND TRIGONOMETRY - just wish me luck for i cant stand one period with 2 and a half hours per meeting,, tsk, i was NEVER, REALLY, a lover of math.. hate it from the moment i enter skul,, but then ,, its my 5units subj,,

PHARMACOLOGY - well, i was starting to like this subj, though it really needs a lot of memorization for the different medical terms,, but hey! it was fun learning those terms,, like ataractic, anti microbeal agent,. etc.

ENGLISH - my fav subj of all time,, english was not really my forte, but i love english,,we haven't start our lesson yet,,

FIL1 - no comment,, hehe.. i wud prefer to study noli and el fili again,, pero i learned an importnt lesson here.. as our prof said,, "failing to plan is planning to fail.." a word play.. but means a lot,,

THEOLOGY - discussing about the life of st. thomas aquinas and st. dominic de guzman,, heheh..

so there,,so far, those were my reactions on my subjects,,

everytime we pray,, nakakapanibago,, i mean.. wala ng .. "let us all remember that we are in the Holy presence of God.." pag ako naglead .. sasabihin ko ian,, para namn di ka magugulat na magdadsal na pala.. kakabigla eh..

nga pala, i was planning to take up the 5yr cors for pharma so i cud go abroad,, pag magaabroad ka kasi eh u nid to tke up the 5 year cors.. pag dito lang sa pilipinas eh 4 yrs lang,, so un,. and syempre ggraduate ako sa 400 years ng ust! wweee...

sabi nga sa orientation namin.. Tomasino ako!

~"thanks to YOU , waiting for me after ur class wasn't easy.. specially that you have to wait for me for so many hours! i think the least was one hour,, much thanks talaga.. and for ur fud a while ago for i wasnt able to eat my breakfast,, though ur not able to bring it to my clasrum,, ur idea of buying me something to eat really touches me,, thanks man! .."

first day high..

2006-06-13T15:36:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's going to be my first day of school.. hehehe.. excited na ko.. hai, wishing na sana hindi bumaha bukas.. it's really raining hard here in manila.. and a while ago my mom called me from work na flooded na daw agad sa España.. tsk,tsk..

7am class ko tomorrow.. since i'm leaving far from ust eh,, i nid to go to skul early.. yup! super early! mga 5:30am.. geezzz!!!!!!! hate it! bakti kasi ganun nging sked ku.. argh,,,

grabe.. goodluck na lang! sa sked ko.. anyweiz,, i won't be able to update that much,, pero if i have time.. i'll try to .. for my former fends who's first day of class starts now.. ung mga loyal sa lasalle dian.. hehe.. goodluck everyone! kita - kits!!

.... wishing ...

2006-06-09T13:29:00.000+08:00

finally,, i was able to update again.. ewan kasi pc namin.. ayaw magbukas! tsk,,

anywaiz,, got a new layout! thanks auderz!! ang galeng mu talga!! next time,, i will be the one to create my layout na.. again,, thank u auderz for teaching me how.. hehe..

went to sm batangas yesterday with my everdearest tito.. went there to buy my school shoes.. hehe.. after that, went to Gerry's grill to eat.. sisig+inihaw na pusit+bukopandan+ice tea.. thanks kuya OT for your treat! hehe..

hai,, just a few days and i'll be in college.. excited.. at the same time nervous.. so there,, good luck na lang.. and see you fellow Thomasians! teka,, kelan nga ba pasukan talaga naten?

got many things on my mind,, but don't know how to write it here.. hai,, how i wish,, everything was just fine.. hope things will turn out jsut fine..

i just noticed.. i became so eager to update my blog this days .. unlike before,, it took me a month to update.. my blog is my place, my playground, my world, my craft.. it is where i am able to express my feelings.. my emotions.. thank you my blog for i was able to share my world with u..

tired..

2006-06-03T20:28:00.000+08:00

just got home .. went to renz's house.. ako+rizza+mimah+chia+renz.. nonstop laftrip happened.. ate renz's tinola.. good cook si father! hehe.. went to rob to recopy some pictures then backto renz's house in masagana.. ate my favorite tuna sandwich for merienda then went home after that..

hai,, still i'm caught up with so many things.. magulo talaga utak ko ngaun..,
trying to avoid a person hus been so special to you,, geez. ewan.

hai, i was just getting sick of having the same situation over and over again.. and btw, its not only you hu got hurt .. i knw, what's happening to us ryt now was all my fault.. my mistake! but giving me that kind of treatment hurts me more.. i was trying to have this friendship back to how it was before, but maybe it isn't just the ryt time for that.. even if you already told me that we're ok and that u want to forget what happend, still, i could feel your doubt .. i dont know why you can't believe me.. if we wer the best of friends, then why couldn't you just put ur trust on me.. it has always been an issue.. the reason for all our misunderstandings. maybe your ryt, i was not thinking first before saying anything..u might read this,, and u might say.. " ang laki mong ewan" u might think that i'm the one who's making the big issue to what happend because its already over and that you want to forget everything.. forgive me for saying all this,, but ur the one who told me to be myself,, and so i'm being myself now.. i just wanted to speak my mind out.. maybe, it wud be good if both of us will give each other some space,, from the beginning namn we used to fight on simple things.. i knw, i promsed that we'll forever keep this friendship and not let anybody get into us.. its just that i'm tired.. tired of dealing with this things.. and i admit, it was all my fault.. our fault.. i think, for the meantime, try to analyze ourself.. specially myself [hey, i'm following ur advice..] .. if ever you read this, don't txt me just to react to what i posted here.. i knw it, this is going to be another reason for our misunderstanding.. and don't you ever think that i'm doing this because i'm starting a fight .. i'm tired of hearing those words.. [ what u told me before still hurts me.. a lot.. ] i'm doing this on a purpose.. i'm tired of keeping all this things just to myself,, and so why i'm writing it all out now., to somewhat ease the pain that i have,, i'm jsut praying, that someday.. everythings going to be ok,, COMPLETELY OK..

9:47 p.m.

2006-06-02T21:49:00.000+08:00

la maititle kaia ian,, ian ang oras ngaun..

2nd day of june,, hai.. june month na.. how time flies so fast.. aun, pasukan na nxt nxt wik., i'm leaving lipa,, i'll be leaving with my parents na there in Cainta., napakalyo sa ust,, tsk.. hai.. wish me luck guys with my sked.. [7am everyday ang start ng class ko.. geezz!!],, and also with my subjects,, my most hated subjects! amp.. i can't picture myself .. colej na pala ko! hai,, i'm missing hayskul.. tsk. on june 14 [sa 14 nga ba?,, sino thomasian dian? 14 nga ba pasukan?] i'll be entering a new skul,, much bigger than lasalle.. hehehe.. new environment, new people, new friends, new foods [di na cheese meatloaf at ice tea] , new tambayan, new teachers [prof na pala ngaun,, hehe] , new klasmeyts,. basta bago lahat! hai, pero still, i will be forever grateful to my alma mater [tama ba spelling?] .. aun.. thanks lasalle! i'll be ntering a new chapter in my life,, and much responsibility awaits me.. goodluck jo anna.. it's gonna be one thrilling ride..

MY GIRL

currently addicted to that koreanovela.. hai gwapo ni julian!! wweeee... nakakatawa siya.. basta, for those who havn't got the chance to watch it.. i highly recommend it to all of you! u'll surely have fun watching it.. specially jasmine and julian.. -swoon-

confused

2006-05-29T11:27:00.000+08:00

hhmmm,,, just finished from my 2days texting leave,, yup! for 2 days, hindi ako unli.. saya din pala ung ganun,, wala kang iniintindi na replyan,,nakapagpahinga din ang kamay ko sa kakatxt pati na ang charger ko sa kkcharge.. decided not to txt muna.. la lang.. medju magulo ngaun eh.. ang aking mga brain cells.. hindi alam ang gagawin.. lol.. =p

ewan ko,, hai.. kagulo talga.. what if u're cought up between ~~2persons~~ ,, naku, ewan ko.. common joanna.. think.. hai,, magulo na ba post ko?., tsk.. ala tama na nga ian,, tsaka na ule..

nyweiz, vote for KAYCEE FAROL.. txt MYVOTE BBLIPA KAYCE to 2214.. tnx! suportahan niu po siya!!..ü

sa PBB na nga lang,, disapointed ako kai clare! bakit sya ang pumasok.. duh! may fans pala un?! pwede bang i boycot un at wala ng bumoto sa kanya.. lol.. bad..hehe..

"what matters is what you believe in.."

2006-05-25T10:20:00.000+08:00

gawa na pc! hahaha.. ni reformatt nga lang kaia nawala lahat ng kung anu mang nakainstall.. pati limewire! at pati ang "the bongo song" ni rizza.. lol! pat!

about the title.. ian ung line ni Robert Langdon sa very controversial na movie.. na "the da vinci code".. haha.. nakapanood kami! last tuesday.. ako+pat+auderz.. sa fmol..nung bumili kami ng ticket duda samin ung babae.. tinanung kung anong year namin so sabi namn 1987 kami.. tapos kakatapos lang mag 1st yr colej.. haha.. matawatawa nako nun! tsk.. tapos nung sa guard naman.. aiaw talaga kmi papasukin kasi di daw kami mukhang 18,, pero ininsist naman namin na 18 kami.. haha! napilitan ung guard na papasukin kami.. sabi nia.."sige na nga pumasok na kau" lol.. and finally.. we were already seated.. bandang gitna ng muvi ang naabutan namin..

the movie was great! may mga iniba sila ng konti.. like:..
-2 cryptex dapat ung i-oopen nina Langdon and Neveau..
-walang habulan na naganap kina Remy vs. Langdon and Neveau
-hindi nilason ni Teabing si Remy.. binaril nia un sa libro
-si Neveau lang dapat ang nakakuha ng susi ng lolo nia..
-sa isang parang library na computers ang ginamit nag research sina Langdon ng about sa knights and popes hindi sa isang fone..

aun.. pero ok lang.. maganda namn ung muvi.. worth it ang pagsisinungling sa guard! hehe.. pati,, basta ang ganda!
ung part ng last supper.. hindi namn siya masyado inexpound sa muvi unlike sa bo0k.. so parang hindi naman din sinabi sa movie na un ung dapat paniwalaan and mabbago nito ang faith natin kay Jesus Christ.. besides sabi nga ni Robert kay Neveau.. i'll repeat.. "what matters is what you believe in.." meaning.. mahalaga pa din ung kung anu ung mga bagay na pinaniniwalaan natin.. tska.. panu mababago ng isang libro at isang movie ang paniniwala mo na bata ka pa lang eh un na ang tinuro sau.. tsk. hehe.. ganun lang un.. it's a matter of faith in Him.. pati it's all fiction,, ilang besed ko na nabasa ung libro pero still strong pa din ang faith ko kay God.. un lang.. hehe.

tsk.

2006-05-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

hindi ako nakpag-update,, hai.. sira pc!!! huhuhu.. nasa excel kami ngaun,,, with elaine+rizza+gekay..
galing kami sa birthday ng mami ni spye.. ako+gekay+rizza+elaine+yvon+camyl+robert+miggy..

aun,, saya! laftrip..un..

eviction na mamaya.. txt BB MATT to 2331.. hehehe..

un lang.
tsaka na lang ule..
tinatamad ako.. hihihi..

salamat.. "kaibigan"

2006-05-15T09:17:00.000+08:00

nung thursday.. MAY11.. sa wakas natuloy din ang masayang reunion ng jb21 lvl7.. tacloban city!!! wo00ho00!!! the best ever reunion un..

-nung dumating kami kina jabi.. i mean andy.. wow grabe laki bahay!! hihihi.. tapos aun may kwentuhan muna,, tapos ako+hector+pat.. nagpiano kami.. hahaha.. pineperfect namin ung "do-a-deer" hindi naman maperfect!! hahaha... tapos after nun,, lumabas kami sa garden,, nag frisbee kami.. ako+hector vs. gekay+andy.. hihihi,.. tapos may nakitang rabbit sina bajio dun sa may bakanteng lote sa tabi ng gate.. umakyat ako sa gate habang nakaupo at pinapanood ang rabbit.. ako+geky+bajio+andy.. hehe.. saya!

-meryenda time!! burger+goldilocks.. hehe. naalala ko ung burger ng fud palace,, kasi magkalasa sila eh.. hai.. aun.. after nun mediu kwentuhan muna.. tinginan sa stallion yearbuk! hahaha..

-swimming time!! dahil sa pambabasang ginawa samin ni gekay ni ortile eh napilitan na kaming magbihis at magswimming!! ako+gekay+ortile+hector+bajio.. kami mga nauna nagswimm.. wweee... baboy si mayel.. dinala ako sa malalim eh takot ako sa malalim eh,, di ko marunong mag swimming.. ending? nasira ang kwintas ni mayel..haha!.. after nun, nagsunudan na ung ibang boys.. kaia ang nasa pool na nun eh.. ako+gekay+marklee+bajio+ortle+hector+leo+ejp+eji+joseph+guido.. aun.. at ang sira ni mark! hinila ko sa pool.. huhuhu.. pinatataob pa nila ko nung nakasakay ako sa whale na salbabida,., huhu.. tinorture ako ng boys! pero ok lang kasi kahit papano nawala ung fear ko sa malalim tapos abot ko pala ung malalim! haha.. kaw ba namn ang laging ilubug dun.. salamat boys!

-dinner time! daming fuds.. haha.. kumaen ako spaghetti.. tapos ung iba.. sina pat dun kumaen sa kusina,, nanuod ng gnp.. hihi.. kami naman dun sa may labas.. ang sya! ang kulit.. "bakit ang liit ng itlog?" haha.. tapos pagkakaen umalis na ung iba.. sina marc+dalen+hector.. ung mga hindi overnyt..

-123.pass!!! ang pinakamagulong laro .. haha!! ako+guido+ortile+yvon+almira+mark+leo+joseph.. kami nag laro.. haha! kagulo na.. ang matalo at mahuli ay may lipstick sa mukha.. hihi.. kwawa sakin sina leo at joseph.. ubos ung lipstick.. lol. basta masaya! magulo..

-pahinga muna.. nuod ng pbb. tapos dumating na sina auderz+camyl.. galing up.. jamming with leo sa salas..!! kantahan.. mark+yvon+ako+camyl+almira+leo.. hehehe.. tapos gumawa si lamira ng ice cream.. kain kami.. aun!

-nagswimming ule kami,, hehe,, ang lamig!! grbe.. tapos madiu nagusap2 muna kami nina auderz,, ako+gekay+auderz.. tapos ininterview namin si lee.. aun. serius things..

-charades!! the best.. salamt at madami akong natutunan sa charades,, mga home along the riles.. esperanza ni mark.. rosalinda.. at syempre.. ang yakitate japan!! haha.. basta masaya talaga..

-kami na lang nina pat+ako+gekay+auderz ang natira sa pool!! pinoy henyo at cahrades!! haha.. the best,, natutunan ko ang mga linear pair postulate, bandwith, mao ze dong, sa ilalim ng kubyerta, butterfly garden, mosaic, mitochondria, golgi apparatus, bukas luluhod ang mga tala, tinimbang ka ngunit kulang, magnifivo, show me the meaning of being lonely.. haha!! masaya!!
3am na kami umahon,, kumain kami ng lucky me after.. haha..

-natulog siguro ko ng mga 5am na.. sa salas kami natulog... ako+mark+guido+almira+camyl+leo+josph+gekay.. ung iba dun sa rum sa baba.. ang higaan ko ay courtesy of mark lee.. hehehe.. salamat mark! higaan nia kasi un, mga pinagdugtong2 na upuan.. pero dahil naawa sakin at ako ang pinahiga nia dun at sa sahig siya.. hidni ako nakatulog agad nun kasi napakaingay ni mark! super! ang kulit.. nag freestyle rap siya..
"matulog ka na joanna, baka maging iguana..
matulog ka na almira, baka maging aruana..
bakit ka masaya? kasi tumatawa..
bakit ka tumatawa? kasi masaya..
wag kang makulit. baka ma...hahaha"
aun tapos nagbabalot sya ng kunot.. sya daw si batman! haha.. basta ang kulit.. hyper siya.. ako+mark+guido+jabi+almira na lang gising nun,,

-nagising ako ng mga 7am.. kami ay unti2ng nagising.. si mark hindi pa din! sari-saring wake up call na ang ginawa namin.. wala pa din.. haha.. "50points for tatay rudy!" .. haha.. pat, remember? aun.. si ortile si tatay rudy,, haha..

-breakfast na tska pa nagising si mark,, aun,, pagkakain. charades ule!! may bagong learning na naman.. ang hello kitty ni ortile naging.."hello-monster"at "hello-doraemon" "hog-warts" haha.. pokemon. trophy.. hehe! basta masaya!..

-aun after nun,, nagbihisan na mga 12 na ata din nun. nag lunch muna tapos nag uwian na.. nauna mga boys sumabay kay mark, tapos kami kina andy..

masaya talga! unforgettable! sana maulit!

~~~

gekay+auderz+yvon+camyl+pat+guido+mark+marc+dalen+hector+sep+leo+ejp+eji+bajio+at syempre ang sponsor ng lhat.. jabi! i mean andy.. maraming salamat talga sa isang napakasayang reunion! the best kau! la pa ding nagbabgo satin... hehe! sana maulit.. super namimiss ko kaung lahat.. sabi nga ni mark,, after ten years ule... hehe.. lab yu ol.. muah..

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2006-05-08T09:57:00.000+08:00

i had no idea on what to post here.. hindi nagana ang mga brain cells ko ngaun.. hehe..

wait,, hmm.. aun! just watched big brother last night! hahaha,, nominated ang mayabang na si joaqui.. behlat! hihihi.. together with joaqui are jam, fred,and clare.. suportahan niu si jam.. hihihi.. wag na si clare.. hahaha.. ambad! pat kasi..hehe.. anyweiz, ok na ang pbb pag nawala si joaqui,, wala na din kasi ang luvteam na mahilig gumawa ng eksena na sina bam and niña.. hahaha.. behlat din! ayaw na ayaw ko talga kai niña,, kasi nakikita ko sa kanya si.... aaaahhhhhmmmmm.. sikreto na lang un! basta nakakainis.. aun. hehehe.. so much for pbb..

monday na ngaun,, lapit na thurs.. hehehe... lapit na reunion ng jb21 kina jabi!! sana madaming sumama.. kahit ung iba eh hindi pwede ng overnyt,, auderz!! dapat overnyt ka!! hmph. gusto ko ng makita ang mansion nina jabi.. hahaha!!

wala na ko maisulat.. hhmmm... sabihin ko na lang mga nangyare nung fri. hihihi..

may5

-went to lasalle para kunin ang grad pic namin.. me+gecai+rizza.. 1pm usapan sa bahay namin,, as usual ay hindi na ko ngtataka.. dumating si rizza samin ng 2:30pm.. so ganun,... tagal namin naghintay ni gecai sa bahay namin.... aun punta na kaming lasal at kinuha ang pic sa principal's office,, hai.. nakakamiss ang hayskul.. aun!
-after nun nagpunta kami rob,, hhhmmm.. nandun sina pat+camyl+yvon.. nakipag kwentuhan muna kami,, haha.. masaya!! sinasama nila kami sa park,, hihi,., gusto ko sana kaso may schedule pa ko! hehehe.. corny.
-after nun,, nbs.. bumili si rizza ng b-day card para sa tita nia.. isang card lang eh 40mins ata kami dun.. tsk! aun.. 4:15pm na.. next stop.. TIMEZONE!! hahaha.. malapit na ksi mg 4:30p.m..
-timezone:me+gecai+riza+pural=race+race+race+baril+race ule+danzfrikz,, aun lang.. hehe.. tapos,, hehehehehehehe... basta! hayyy.. nilapitan ku,, hahaha! basta!
-after nun gala muna.. tapos uwi na.. gabi na eh..
-kumain muna kami ni rizza ng barbq eun sa lagi naming kinakainan nina gecai tsaka sammy..hehe.. tapos un uwi na..
~~~
nakita ko tong survey sa friendster.. hihi.. gusto ko mahaba post ko ngaun eh..
1.. Bakit ka nahuhuli sa pila bago mag-flag ceremony?** nalate na ba ko sa flag ceremony??? hhmm,, di pa ata eh..
2. Anong favorite mong bilhin sacanteen?* cheese meatloaf+ice tea..one wik ian ang kinakain ko..
3. Na-guidance/principal's/ods office kana ba?* do,, pag walang sando.. haha!!
4. Sinong favorite teacher mo doon?*si sir brian briguella!! ang walang hiya kong adviser noong lvl8.. hihi.. ms.noemi poblete.. pati si sir jovito orozco.. hihi..
5. Sinong HATEST teacher mo naman?* si ano??? hhmm,, wala eh...hihi..
6. San ka usually tumatambay? Why?* parking,, kasi may hinahanap ako dun.. haha.. rum ng jb43.. or corridor ng jb43 at 44,, dun sina gekay eh..
7. What's ur most unforgettableexperience sa high school mo?* LVL7 CHEERDANCE TSAKA SAYAWIT!!! hahaha.. nakaktawa talga,, retreat nung lvl10..
8. varsity?* hindi eh,.
9.sino una mong nakilala sa highschool mo?* si auderz?? ata,, kaw nga ba auderz?? wait basta tanda ko nasa likod ko nung orientation at si marc+jabi.. hehe..
10. Sinong mga kabarkada mo nung nag-graduate ka from HS?*gekai+riza+armel+venz+maita..
11. Na-mimiss mo na ba yung uniformmo?* mejo.. haha
12. Ilang beses mo nang nawawala ungID mo?* hndi ko pa nwwla id ko..
13. Favorite teacher's quotable quote?*"Hindi yun single line, kasi double line yun."-loreto,, hihi.. "Tandaan niyo minsan lang ako magpasalamat…"-ms.castillo.. hehehe.. basta ung mga sinasabi ni sir loreto.. the best na un! haha..
14. Most unforgettable person? Why?* hhmm.. sikreto! haha,,
15. Kelan sa tingin mo dadating angyearbook?* nkuha ko na.. nung last month pa..
16. I-describe ang mukha mo sa grad pic.* ewan ko ba,,
17. Anong binibili mo sa labas tuwinguwian?* pagkain,, hihi,,
18. Nakakita ka na ba ng multo saschool?* u, si chester! haha.. joke!
19. Nangarag ka ba saupdating/paghahabol sa graduation?* hndi nmn..
20. Anung unang-una mong gnawa rytafter graduation?* niyakapg ang klasmeyts at ngpapicture,, hehe1
21. Anong contests angsinalihan mo?* ewan..
22. Kamusta naman ang Intrams?*maputik!! ah ah,, grabe!! super dume ko nun!!
23. Favorite Janitor/Janitress?* ewan ko ba..
24. Kung papalitan ang color ng uniformnyo, anong kulay? Baket?* wla.. green tlga eh,..
25. Nasa friendster mo ba yung crush mosa HS mo dati?*uu,, syempre! hinanap ko pa un!
26. Did you ever regret going to ur HS?* nope...bakit naman eh the best nga toh..
27. Kilala mo ba kung sino ang nag-postnito at sino siya sa school?*jula..
29. Anu ang mga section mo?* lvl7-JB21 TACLOBAN CITY! lvl8-JB21 CDOC! lvl9-BM23 MHPNG! lvl10-BB23 MGA BARBARO! haha,,
30. San ka na nag-aaral ngayon?Course?* ust.. B.S. Pharma.. huhu..
31. Anong layunin mo bat sinagutan m0to?* **wla lng.. pmpahaba ng post..

aun! hihihi..

~ gusto ko na mapanood ang da vince code!! haha,, tsk,

back to normal

2006-05-01T09:49:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. everthing's fine.. hahaha!! kaia nga back to normal eh..
guess what?? he's back!!! hahaha.. lalalalala..

kagabi ,, habang online ako.. at around 9:30p.m.. out of nowhere nagtxt sya.. nag gudpm sya.. kain na daw ako.. iniintay nia lang ang confrmation ng unli nia.. wwwweeeee!!! saya! my kuya's back.. hihihi.. after i received that mesage nag unli agad ako.. hehehe.. kahit gabi na nagpaload pa ko..buti na lang may bukas pa.. then aun nanood na din ako ng pbb..

wahahaha.. nominated si mikki.. belat nga!! hahaha.. i really don't like her.. masyado siyang.. hhhmmmm.. how should i say it..?? papansin??? un ganon.. walang boboto kay mikki!! di ko din feel si niña.. auq lang sa kania,, though maganda siya., si olyn?? ok lang.. pinkagusto ko sa lahat ay si Kim.. hihihi.. diba pat?.. ang cute kasi.. laging nakabungisngis.. aun.. so much for pbb..

back to my topic.. aun nung unli na ko pati sya.. edi back to normal.. back to our usual kulitan..
na - miss ko ung ganon..naglolokohan nga kami. i was telling him na baka magkapatid kami tapos pinaampon lang kami ng magulang namin.. hihihi.. sana nga daw.. hahaha.. aun.. ganun lang.. hai.. masaya na tulog ko!!
kala ko kasi talga matatagalan bago ko uli sya makausap,, buti na lang nabalik na fon nia.. may kuya na ule ako!!! masipag na ule ako magtxt..hihihihi.. wwweeeee!!!!

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* currently listening to " it's you, it's me " aun,, eto naman ang paulit2 kong pinapakinggan ngaun.. gusto ko lang sya kahit paulit2 din unglyrics.. saya kasi ng beat..

"you never know who's waiting before you
you never know when love is coming your way..
but if tonight i look again in to your eyes
and its you and its me, you love.."

incomplete

2006-04-29T13:35:00.001+08:00

i really don't feel like blogging today,, pero aun ewan ko ba.. anu ba ginagawa ko? edi naguupdate na ngaun.. gulo..

naninibago ako,, wala kong ganang magtxt,, kahapon nag unli ako.. 2days lang. miracle! dati kasi ayoko mag unli pag ganun .. nakakabitin. maghapon ko ding hindi ginamit ang fone ko kahapon,, hindi dahil sa hndi pa nadating ang unli ko kundi wala akong ganang magtxt.. himala talga.. dati kahit hindi ako unli nagttxt pa din ako.. hai,, nung gabi ko lang naisipang magtxt ng konti.. pati si rizza himala na pinasahan ko ng load.. hai,, auq ngayon magkaron ng load.. bago ko matulog tinitigan ko fon ko,, baka sakaling out of nowhere eh magtxt sya,, wala talaga.. hindi na ata talaga.. parang kulang,, walang "oyasumi nasai".. walang makakulitan,, nakakainis magtxt.. ewan ko ba.. hai.. at himala din na tumagal ng 2days ang batt ng fon ko.. haii.. i feel so incomplete..

2006-04-28T09:11:00.000+08:00

kakauwi ko lang galing cainta!! nag enroll kasi ako sa ust eh,, eh sa mga mami muna ko.. aun! enrolled na ko!! Thomasian na ko!! wweee.... finally... kaso auq ng mga subjects ko.. B.S. PHARMA course ko.. grabe.. chem.algebra.botany.theology.pharma.pe.fil.eng. ian ang mga dakila kong pagaaralan.. amf!! everday ang chem!!!!!!! wwwaaaa!!! i used to cursed that subject!!!! dian ako nakaranas ng 75!! salamat mrs sarmiento.. =c algebra- 5units!! amf!! ang pinaka ayaw kong subject sa lahat!! 2hrs and 30mins ang algebra!!!! wwwaaaa!! eh kung sa lasalle nga 1hr lang di na ko makatiis un pa kaiang ganun ka tagal na oras!! tsk.. well,, good luck joanna sa simula ng kalbaryo ng buhay mo!

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i spent the whole night crying.. i dunno.. i just feel like crying..
know the feeling pag bigla na lang mawawala sau ung taong nagpasaya sau, dumamay sau nung may problema ka.. nag support sau.. tsaka madami ka natutunan sa kanya.. aun..
hindi ko na sya makktxt,, or makikita.. so sad.. bakit ganon..
kanina pag gising ko.. tiningnan ko cp ko,, baka nag good morning na sya.. nakalimutan ko.. simula nga pala ngaun di ko na sya mkktxt.. hhhhaaaaaiiii,,, nakakapanibago.. walang nagsasabing "kumain kn?" or "kain kn h".. nakakamiss.. parang kagabi lang,, pinaguusapan pa namin kung kelan pupunta sa rob,, then bigla.. aun di ko na daw sya mkktxt tapos tinatamad sya pumunta sa rob.. nakaklungkot talga..

* tnx kuya,, mamimiss kita.. u will always be my "long lost kuya.." hope to see you sometime..

9:42a.m
``` natanggap ko txt mo sakin ngaun lang.. kanina mo pang 7:25 am na send un.. delayed lang sakin..i can't keep myself from crying.. sabi ko naman sau iyakin ako.. sana nga.. makuha mo agad fon mo.. di na ko nagreply kasi lam ko wala na fon mo sau,, ingatz ka lagueh ha,, kain ka madami para tumaba ka,, wag magpapagabi sa daan,, tska smile ka lagi kuya ha,,. =c

2006-04-19T09:46:00.000+08:00

hhhmmmm.. npakasipag ko mag update ngaun,, hehe.. lubus lubusin na at pag tinamad eh lagot na naman.. =p

saya kahapon,, hhmmm...

sinamahan ko si pural sa mediatrix kahapon para mag pa medical siya..
aun.. biglang ngtxt kaia nagmadali na ko para makasunod sa mediatrix..
pagdating dun,,hinihintay na lang ung sa xray nia.. ang taray ng babae.. hehehe.. =p
after mediatrix.. rob! pagdating namn dun nakita namin si father.. aun gumala kaming tatlo..
tapos bigla dumating si dj.. nag timezone kme.. aun. tapos nakita namin si miggy sa timezone.
sumama na din samin.. kumain kami sa kfc.. hehe.. tapos pumunta kaming lasal..
andun si rizza.. mag papass ng medical!! kainis dun.. ang daming tao!
hindi man lang organize,, siksikan sa loob ng admissions.. kaasar!! nakakabwisit talga..
sinabi q kai rizza na bumalik na lang kami sa hapon.. baka wala masyadong tao pag ganun..
aun. kasama sina dj eh nagpunta ule kami ng rob.. nag timezone.. tsk. after nun.. sinamahan namin si pural sa mediatrix para kunin ung results nia.. umuwe na sina dj..
balik ule sa lasal para kai rizza.. asar!!! walang nangyare,, kwentuhan lang kami habang
naghihintay na matawag si riza... un ai kung may balak ba talga silang tawagin un!
umalis na ule kami.. nakakainis kasi.. katagal!
bumalik kami rob.. sasamahan si renz marion para magpapicture..
timezone ule. nag race kaming tatlo nina pural at rizza.. tapos umuwi na si pural! aun..
kumain na lang sina father.. ang takaw ni rizza!!! 2bibingka+waffle+mais.. yan ang kinain nia..
ako walang kinain.. wala akong gana.. hehehe..
basta.. masaya ko kahapon.. =p

I
-ilang ulit ko ng pinapakinggan ung song na ian,, mediu nauumay na nga ako pero hindi pa din ako nagsasawa.. ewan.. gustung-gusto ko talaga iang kantang ian no0n pa lang.. ganda kasi..

at ngayon wala ka na
di alam kung san magsisimula
ang ngayon bukas kailanman nagiba..
wala pang bukas..

mina bagay sau yan.. hehehehe.. ala lang..

2006-04-18T09:26:00.000+08:00

napakaaga kong maguupdate ngaun.. miracle!
anyweiz, la naman kasi ako magawa.. so i decided to blog..
kahit naman kasi minsan ko lang to i-update.. super luv ko ang blog ko.. it's the place where i am able to speak whatever is on my mind.. i remember mina's editorial in the recent bulik.. she talked about blogging and how it became one's "harmless vice".. i don't care if i have lots of grammatical error, redundant words, and all those mistakes in writing.. what important is i was able to express myself.. aun!

3:30am..

yan ang oras na nakatulog ako.. i slept actually at around 10pm.. so early,, i got so tired of waiting for my unlimitxt confrmation .. stupid globe! i woke up at around 12:30am.. and finally.. UNLI NA KO!!!! from that time,, hindi na ko nakatulog.. lots of things kept bugging me.. hai,, thanks to sammy and tin.. dinamayan nila ko sa hindi ko pagtulog,.. eh panu may swimming sila!

8:40am..

yan naman ang oras na nagising ako.. so i only have 5hrs and 10 mins of slip.. ang dami kasing nagtxt,, nagcng ako sa mga txt nila.. mga unli na ksi.. kating kati na mgtxt.. =p and un.. di pa nga ko kumakain ng breakfast,, i really don't feel eating this time..

aun lang ang kaia kong ipost ngaun.. la ko maicp.. i'm totally blank.. blame it to the person who is the reason why i'm always blank.. clueless.. speechless.. =p

2006-04-17T15:22:00.001+08:00

sinisipag lang ko mag update ngaun,, la kasi magawa..

if my previous post for this day was all drama.. blablabla.. gusto ko naman magpost ng masaya..

hhhmmm,, where should i start?..

finally,, i met him!=p.. haha..
after months of wishing that someday.. somehow.. u'll recognize me.. haha..

thanks for your untiring support,, for the time that you spent listening to all my ka dramahan..
thanks for being my instant kuya.. hehe..
=p

2006-04-17T15:22:00.000+08:00

2006-04-17T14:39:00.000+08:00

tagal na ule ako di nakakapag update,,
dj.. mag uupdate na ko! .. =p

after ng graduation,, dami ng nangyare,, some were gud,, other's.. ewan ko ba..

yesterday,, was easter Sunday! belated! lol..
we went to geca's house.. me+rizza.. fiesta kasi sa knila.. as usual kmi ule 2 ni rizza nagpunta doon.. anyweiz, we had fun!.. eating.. lol.. nonstop kwentuhan followed.. at 3pm.. we decided to go na
next stop: ROB.. TIMEZONE!
sakin na lang ung mga nangyare dun.. and oh.. me and rizza spent 200 pesos in timezone.. tsk.

this past few days,, everything was totally different,, so different.. from the moment i wake up in the morning,, to the time that i'm going to slip.. something is missing.. i don't know,,
ang hirap talaga pag hindi kau nagkakaintindihan ng isang tao,,. nakakainis.. nakakaasar..

~~~

alam mo kung gano ka kahalaga sakin,, i have told you that for so many times..
i can't understand why we've been through this.. ewan.. i'm clueless.. really.. i am..
.. bakit ba aiaw mung maniwala sa kin.. if mai nasabi man ako saung di maganda,, sorry,, sinabi ko naman sau,, nasbi ko lang lahat un kasi naiinis na ko.. napipikon na ko sa mga nangyayari.. lagi na lang bang ganto.. gusto ko namng bumawe eh, pero bakit ba pag babawi na ko sau.. we end up fighting.. nakakasawa na.. nakakapagod na.. pero bestfrend kita eh,, sobrang miss na kita. wala na ko kasabay magdasal pag gabi. wala nang nakikinig sa mga ka cornyhan ko. wala ng nangungulit. sana alisin na natin "cia" sa usapan.. u know i miss u so much.. sana maging ok na lahat.. sana balik na tau sa dati.. sana mabasa mo toh.. =c

~~~

so much for the drama..

no longer a high school student

2006-04-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

yup, tama ang title ko,, im no longer a highschool student.

THE BIG DAY

kahapon ang graduation namin,, i went to the school at about 2:30p.m and madami na agad tao dun syempre,, nandun na ung mga early birds kong klasmeyt.. i headed directly to to our line for the entrance.. i noticed ung mga graduates may flowers sa gown nila,, nakalimutan ko.. kailangan nga pala un.. nagpasama pa ko kai rina pauntang senten... tapos nun siguro mga lampas ng 3:00 nagsimula ang entrance namin.,. super kabado ko kasi baka matakid ako,., ggrrr... clumsy ako and dati dun sa practice anmin eh mediu natakid ako.. buti na alng hindi pansin kasi asa may gilid pa ko nun,,

ceremony

after ng entrance my mga speech pa.. blablabla..
then giving of diplomas followed.. napakatagal.. nakakagutom,, super!!! peru nung malapit na kami,, aun kinabahan na naman ako.. ggrr,, tense na tense ako.. then finally after about an hour and a half of waiting for our section to be called,, kami na!! sir cade started calling our names,, from.. amorado jerome matthew h............ and finally i heard sir cade saying,, lasi rizza m.. when i heard rizza's name,, i joked with my classmates at my back and said.. " huy ako na, ako na!!" with maching Sandara wave,, hehe,, i heard spye said,, "ewan ko sau joanna.." and we laughed.. and finally sir cade said.. "manuel jo anna t." my, it was now my turn! i bowed at the platform and proudly went to bro. mawell to receive my diploma.. my hands were shaking,, i hope bro. mawell and mam vio didn't noticed it.. after i r4eceived my diploma,, i went directly to my sit still hoping na hindi ako matakid.. when i got to my sit,, my hands were still shaking as i looked at my diploma,, super saya!! finally!,, all my hardships in highschool are all worth it!!

after nun,, giving awards,, blablabla..

and finally.. singing of the alma matter song.. my last chance to sing our song with my fellow graduates..!!

and finally graduation is over!!

aun,, yakapang dito,,, i hugged my klasmeyts.. specially ung talagang super napalapit sakin.. mikee:kahit super tangkad nia,,i really hugged him.. i'm gonna miss my bestfriend!! lahat ata ng makita kong kakilala niyayakap ko talga..

basta salamt talga sa lahat ng nagpasaya ng highschool life ko,,
barkada(gecai,rizza,lai,venz,maita) pural.mikee.timothy.sammy.krisvie.level7 jb21 lalo na si auderz.yvonne.pat.marc.camyl.basta buong jb21.lvl8jb21-cdoc.avis.hecky.sara.meck.lvl9bm23.dito nagsimula barkada namin.and level10bb23!!sjsklasmeyts lalo na ang bumubuo ng tatlong maria.kaycee.and tin.syempre si marron.

sa mga naging advisers ko..
ms.everlinda aleta-ang walang sawang nagsesermon samin tuwing umaga..
sir bryan briguella-the best ka brigs!! ur the man!!
ms.noemi poblete-salamat sa mga aral ms.. madami ko natutunan seniu hindi lang sa noli pero sa lahat na ng aspect ng buhay,
ms.sharon olarte-kahit iniwan niu kami agad alamat sa lahat!!
sir allan cadelina-salamat sir sa walang sawnag pagpapasensya sa kaguluah n ng aming section!

maraming salamt talga seniu!!! mamimiss ko kaung lahat!! tnx for making my highschool life fun and really the best!! i'm gonna miss you al!! alabshu!muah!!

ANIMO LASALLE!!

hai..

2006-03-31T15:46:00.000+08:00

march31 na ngaun,, lapit na mag april3.. geezz, graduation na!!

bacaulareate mass (tama ba spelling?)

we had our mass this morning,, hehe.. saya ng mass,, magaling mag mass ung father na nakuha nila,, i can't remember his name though.. the mass started at around 8:30am, sbi ni loreto kahapon 7:30 daw dapat asa sentrum na!! duh!! nagmadali pa kami ng tita ko,, i don't want to be late on this last mass that i'll be having in lasalle,, pagdating namin,, di pa nagsisimula!!! hai,, filipino time..

nung homily si father,, uuhhmm.. basta whatever his name is.. asked the graduates to go to their parents and hug them.. hehe.. parang retreat!! hehehe.. punta ko sa tita ko,, beside us was guido and his mom,, his mom was really crying and hugging guido so tight,,aawww.. paiyak na tita ko and i know pinipigilan lang nia.. ung ibang parents umiyak talga pati mga anak nila.. after that bumlik na ko tapos we decided to go to our adviser sir cade,, un nilapitan namin sya.. crowded sa unahan eh dahil ung iba pumunta din sa kani-kanilang adviser.. binbiro ko si sir cade, sabi ko kailangan umiyak siya!! hehe.. reserve for grad daw luha nia.. hehe,,

tapos mga bandang pahuli kami namng graduates,, father,,, gave us his "huling habilin" sabi nga nia,, nakakaiyak ung mga sinabi nia pertaining to the memories that we had in our school and the bond that we had with each other.. we held each other hands., un.. we hugged each other though ung iba di ko na nayakap,, hehehe..

the mass was great!! nakakatouch ang mass na toh,, pinipigil ko talaga umiyak,, rizza and rina was already crying na nung homily,, hehe,, pinagitnaan nila ko..

recognition

after ng mass, recognition naman,, la namn ako award,, sayng ung consistent achiever.. saiang isang quarter lang ako nawala,, tsk,, after ng recognition.. distribution of cards and invitation for the graduation na.. i got my card!!! 93 ako sa tle,, hehe.. kakagulat.. salamat loreto!! hindi ko ineexpect na ganun ang grade ko sa acctng,, hirap na hirap ako dun nung una eh..

so un, mediu na badtrip lang ko nung card giving,, hai, lam niu ung feeling na nabalewala ung effort na binigay niu na ginawa para sa isang tao,, tsk! sayang ang pagpapakapuyat ko kagabi hangang almost 12am.. tsk, hai..

what a lunch!!...

2006-03-29T18:20:00.000+08:00

hai, grabe ang araw na ito!! as my title says,, what a lunch!! talaga,,
sabay-sabay nag lunch ngaun ang klase namin ng jb21 level 7.. MS. EVERLINDA ALETA...

me+pat+yvonne+gecai+camyl+auderz+madaine+charmaine+rochelle+rodz+jezza+marc+guido
+ej+jerome+reena+justin+rodz+jeanelle+joseph+hector+aiko+leo+ahh oo nga pala si jabi kasama pa.. hehehe..

super saya ever!1 binalikan ang mga memories,, lalo na ang mga bloopers ni ortile,, sya talaga ang napagtripan!! hahaha.. walang katapusang tawanan ang nangyari.. anyweiz, sa mc do lipa nga pala kami kumain.. dun namin naisip kumaen kasi un ang official tambayan namin ng first year,, ang official na meeting place ng jb21.. at dun nagsimula ang masaya naming barkadahan..
masaya talaga,, kahit na hindi ako nakakain ng aus.. duh!! ikaw ba ang makatapat ni ortile!!! nasubo pa lang nakakatawa na.. hahahaha.. tumalikod na nga ako eh,, kasi grabe natatawa talaga ako..ü
so un,, sana maulit!!

21,, tacloban city.. i'm gonna mis you so much!! salamat!!!

kita - kits sa reuinion kina ortile!!

nung umaga naman,, nagprakstis ng entrance sa grad,, ngek! boring.. un lang ang ginawa..
hai, buti naman at hindi na ko late,, hindi na ko napatakbo sa sentrum!! duh! mahirap din un nu.. at sinusumpa ko.. hinding-hindi na ko tatakbo dahil lang late!!! hehehehe...

after nun.. ung lunch na nga nami.. tapos
balik kami lasal,, sabay-sabay din kami.. then praktis ng grad mass na wala namang kakwenta
kwenta.. wela nga nakanta eh ng mga mass songs.. hehehe..
nakipagdaldalan lang ako kai pural.. at least dahil dun hindi ako inantok!! ngek!!!

after nun,, sa wakas pupunta na kami ng rob,, wow!! saya ko ... timezone na ule!! hahaha..
kasu pagdating namin ni rizza sa timezone,, hai!! geez, di ko sya nakita.. huhuhuhu..
kainis.. 3 days ko na syang di nakikita sa timezone!!! wwwaaaa!!! baket ganun!! huhuhu..
sana namn pumunta ka na timezone!!

i'm back!

2006-03-28T18:00:00.000+08:00

hai,, after months of not blogging here.. eto na naman ako,,
i decided to update may blog here na,, kawawa namn.. inabandon ko na.. hehehe..

anyweiz, a lot of things happened.. super dami na!! kaw ba naman ang di magupdate for almost 5 months..

march 28 na today and tomorow will be our third grad practice,, geez,, graduation.. lapit na!!
i'm gonna miss highschool!!! i'm actually missing it ryt now,,
-ang ingay pag may klase,, kulitan dito,, batuhan don.. daldalan sa bandang dulo.. chismisan sa bandang gitna.. mga natutulog sa mga nakaupo sa duluhan.. patagong pagttxt sa bag.. balat ng sunshine, dingdong, clover bits, at air fresh.. pati candy... notes passing habang nagdidiscuss ang teacher.. mga el fili book na nakalagay sa bag at nagbabasa habang iba ang subject.. mga assignments na pinagpapasapasahan para makakopya., at mga nagkukunwareng nakikinig sa teacher un pala ngddaydream lang..(gawain ko ata un ah..ü hehehe)

-ang pagsiksik sa food palace tuwing lunch at recess,, ang biglang pagkaubos ng biniling pagkain sa canteen at dinala sa classrum.. gone in 60 seconds!ü.. pakikipagtulakan makabili lang ng chicken neck.. pagbili ng mga pagkain para sa next subjcts.. paggala sa fud palce dahil walang maupuan.. pagiiway ng suklay, salamin, panyo, libro para makapagpareserve ng table.. pagaaral para sa test habang kumakaen ng rics stuff..

-pagaaus ng gamit pag 5mins before the bell na lang kahit nagdidiscuss pa.. pagtatanung ng ass pag nagbell.. tanungan kung san ang punta.. paghahanap sa kaklase na biglang nawala pero may dapat pa silang gawin ng mga grupmates nia.. ang basta-bastang paglalagay ng gamit sa locker dahil tinatamad magaus or nagmamadali dahil pupuntang rob..(gawain ko din ata toh pareho ah,,) pagikot sa parking lot kahit hindi nakaservice..

ilan lang ian sa mamimiss ko sa hayskull.. haaaaiiii.. lapit na graduation.. iiyak ako!! pamis!!

lalalala

2005-10-06T16:13:00.000+08:00

comp remedial namin nagun.. ayun ngkakagulo sila sa paguupload ng kanilang files sa web.. good thing tapos na ko.. hay napaka simple ng akin.. walang kabuhay-buhay.. di namn kasi ako creative...

tagal ko na din pala di nagbblog...

well carmina (aldrin) wala lang dusto ko lagn ilagay nag name mo dito bilang ganti sa ginawa mo sa akin... wahahaha.. nu nga damsel in distress?? hehe... wag kang kokontra...

dami namin ngaun projects... ung sa computer tapos meron pang ung sa cat.. arghhhh!! malapit na quarterly exam and.. swear! ang dami talgang dapat gawin... hay naku.. ngaun nan ffeel ko na talaga na level10 ako... nakak presssure...

may nakita ko kaninang hindi kanais-nais... un lang

at last!`

2005-08-13T14:27:00.000+08:00

tapos na nag first quarterly exam!! hay.. natapos din ang isang quarter.. ang bilis talaga ng mga araw... maya2 graduation na!!

ung exams.. aus lang...

pagkatapos ng exam kahapon.. nagpunta kami ng rob nina gecai, rizza, timothy, sammy, at venelen.. kain muna kami ng kfc then tumambay kami sa food court para pagtalunan ang gagawin.. hehe..pagkatapos ng mga asaran at awayan sa gagawin.. we decided na manunuod na lang ng sine.. nanalo ang IF ONLY.. hindi nga lang pwede si venelen manuod kaya hindi cia nakasama... nagintay kami hanggang 12 para sa sinehan.. daming nanuod na taga lasalle at may nakita kami.. hindi ko sasabihin.. daig pa nga nun ang love scene ng movie eh.. hehe.. sikreto!

ganda ng if only... asteig talga!! kahit maikli lang maganda naman iang story.. si jenifer love hewitt ang bida.. love story un na tragic... ganda talaga.. dalawang beses nga namn pinanuod eh.. hehe... di na kmi umals ng sinehan...
ang lesson:?

+ klngan mong ipadama sa isang tao kung ganu mo sya kamahal at gano sya kahalaga sayo habang kasma mo pa sya dahil hindi natin alam kung hngang kelan sila saten.. baka mamaya paggising mo e wala na siya sa tabi mo.. at di mo man lang napadama sa kanya ang pagmamahal mo... +

o diba, basta maganda yan... kaya CArmina panuodin mo yan.. bagay sayo yan!! hehehe.. wag kagn kokontra...

hay naku!

2005-07-29T16:52:00.000+08:00

may bago na kong layout.. wahahaha!!!
at last sinipagsipag na ko sa pagbblog..
pero ngayon ay tinatamad na uli ako..

ano bang nangayri?? ala lang.. nakatunganga lang kami ni armel habang hinihintay si dekai galing care...
kasama ko ngaun si gekai at nagiinternet kami dito sa reynantes!

anu pa ba..
`homeroom-nagdaldalan lang..
`math-may test kanina sa exponents..
`physics-nagdiscuss lang.. tawanan kami.. hahaha!!!
`filipino-gumawa ng tula... tula na namn..
`recess-tumunganga
`english-nag quiz na naman!!!!
`lunch-dumaldal na namn... nag-ingay at kumain sa nakakasawang fud palace.. cheese meatloag na naman ang kinain ko.. one week ko na ung kinain
`cl-ka antok talaga!
`socsci-nagdiscuss pagkatapos ay kumain ng oreo nung labasan na dahil binigyan kami ni ms olarte..
`dismissal-tumunganga kasma si armel..

ayun.. un lan nangyari sa araw na ito...
nga pala... birthday ni yvonne.. may regalo ako.. hindi sya makapaniwala.. nagulat siya!

so there...

whew!`

2005-07-24T15:00:00.000+08:00

at last makakapagupdate uli.. kakatamd na kasi...
hehehe.. uhhhmm...

hay napakadami ng nagnyari sa buhay ko.. may masaya, magulo.. at meron ding walang kwenta..

bakit ba pag nagmahal ka katakut-takot na sakit ang mararamdaman mo...??
kainis.. pero totoo un..

argh.. hay..

isa pang tanong..
bakit baang hirap mahalin ng isang taong may mahal na iba?? magulo bah?? napakacomplicated.. as in super...
nag hirap talaga.. lalo na pag walang-wala ka sa babaeng mahal nia... hay.. ang pag-ibig nga naman......

busy ako ngayon sa kababasa ng angels and demons.. chapter 69 na ko.. hehe... kay auders un libro at sinimulan kong basahin nung wed... magdamag kong binasa kahapon.. from chapter 25-65... maganda naman...

eto namn ang mga nagnyari at mangyayari sa skul...

`may test kami sa filipino bukas sa nga teorya.. ang bababa ng mga scores ko sa mga past quizzes.. simply because...... NOT FOLLOWING DIRECTIONS!
`naging official tambayan na namin tuwing hapon ang bench sa may parking lot dun sa may service nina armel... andun kami lagueh!
`nakakawalang ganang kumain ng lunch sa fud palace.. kadaming tao.. wala pa kami agad maupuan... kakasawa pa nag pagkain..
`nag sun na si venelen... iniisip ko kung magsu-sun na din ako...
`bumalik na namn ang topak ng cell ko.. kumikindat na namn ung ilaw sa keypad... nagloko na namn...
`gusto ko ang physics.. halos ayaw na ayaw ko dun dati.. pero ngayon.. I'M LOVING IT!! wala pa kong bagsak na test!! hahaha!!
`kakaboring talaga nag trigo... madalas ang dami kong mali sa exam due to... CARELESSNESS!!
bakit ba nag bagal ng oras sa trigo... nakakaantok talaga...
`masayang mag boogie.. lao na pag kagulo na kami sa mga steps at nagbabanggaan ang mga magkakapartner at magkakatabi...
`sayang hindi nakapag care...

so there.. inatake na naman ako ng katamadan!
`

........

2005-07-09T16:28:00.000+08:00

kagagaling ko lang galing practice para sa interpretative reading namin sa english!!

ang saya!!

sinong mga umatend... ako/bea/angela/jerome/krizia/ashel/chia/ej/jonathan/mic/joan/mellow...

actually kalahati lagn ang napractice namin kasi todo kwentuhan na...

madaming naliwanagan.. lalo na ko!!
at least ngayon di na ko mag-iisip gabi-gabi.. at least ngayon napatunayan ko na wala kong kasalanan.. i'm innocent sabi nga!! parana kriminala noh.. hehehe..

mas nakilala ko ngayon ang mga klasmeyt ko.. and grabe super saya namin kanina.. kina jonathan kami nagpunta tapos nagkulang pa ung deliver ng mcdo at umorder pa kami ng bago kasi sakin ung kulang!! argh!!! kainis... pero di naman sila kumain ng di pa nadating ung akin.. hehehehe...ü

basta buti na lang at nakaatend ako.. at least aus na ung samin ni krizia...
basta mas lalo ko pa nakilala ngayon ang mga klasmeyts ko and gusto ko ng magretreat!!!!!

weeee

2005-07-07T16:55:00.000+08:00

i'm back from weeks of not blo0gging....

wala pa pala kong naiilagay dito bwt sa section ko...

sa section ko??? ok naman... hay!!
sana...

maddami lang nanyayari..

kakainis!!
you know how a snake acts?
bwahahaha!!! rizza...

bakit ba meron mga taong feeling masyado at kala moo kung sinong ms.universe!!!

hay naku kainis talaga!!
hindi naman sila eh kung magreact kala mo sila...!!
duh.. hindi nga cia kilala rh.. wahahaha!!! buti nga sa kanya..

naku nag sama ko talaga!!
pati blog ko ginangamit ko...

kakainis lang kasi..

untitled

2005-06-22T17:29:00.000+08:00

hehe.. eto na naman ako at magpopost...
sinipag-sipag...

nakita ko lang ang mga triviang to sa Cosmopolitan Magazine [june isuue]
natuwa lang ako...

you know how friends say "itulog mo na lang yan" when you're wrestling with adilemma?
a new study confirms that as you snooze,READ: your brain works to solve problem.
-astig ah!

[carmina para sau tohng isang toh]
being in love doesn't just make you swoon;it also makes you stupid.
a new study found that romantic feelings inhabit parts of the brain responsible for crititcal thinking.
-now i know kung bakit maraming "engs" sa pag-ibig...
kasama na ko..hahaha..

although your awake and are intentionally figuring out the twists of the latest telenovela,
swooning over the hunks in cable,and exercising your finger on the remote control,
your couch potato ways srell L-E-T-H-A-R-G-I-C. much more clearkly than
you thought. in reality, ypu actually burn more caloriessleeping than watching tv's.
so opt to catch more zzzz's than cloaking hours with the boob tube.
-oh, mas astig toh!! lagi na ko tutulog pag ganyan!

so there... nag share lang ko ng knowledge..
kung gusto nio pa ng ia.... read na lamg the new cosmo issue [nag promote
pa talaga] madami pa eh.. kakatamad lang...

ayan inatake na naman ako ng katamadan..

dami kasing assignments..
argh!

next time na lang uli.. *wink*

waaaa

2005-06-18T14:35:00.001+08:00

tapos na ang first weeek ng klase..
nakakpressure..
so far so good..

di ko napanood kagabi ang last episode ng mob...
argh!!! nakatulog ako sa salas..
iniintay ko pa naman un...
pagigising ko patay na si paolo!!
kainis!!
kaasar!!

so there!!
good luck sakin sa l10!!
tinatamad na ko!

mix emotions

2005-05-27T15:01:00.000+08:00

i'm back!!! hihihi..
where will i start? hmmm...

i came to think of nina's song... "love moves in mysterious ways"...(senti,senti,senti) -sigh- why does really love moves in mysterious ways?? kainis.. -sigh-
know y m talking about this... hehehe.. kasi.. kasi.. basta... let's just say na... a new boy is in the block.. wex!! ang corny!!
basta un na un... hay... ang pag-ibig nga naman....ü at least happy na ko ngayon at nakawala na ko sa chain ng aking past luv... si marron.. God knows kung gano ko talaga minahal ung lalaking un... at it really took a lot of time to finally said na "ayoko nah!"crush ko sya since prep pa lng kami... naging close kami nung gr5&6 .... lahat ng memories ko sa kanya... ang sarap balikan.. nung mga panahong wala pa kming ka-alam-alam sa mundo..

at ung bago... wehehehe.. secret ko na un... basta sya ay super gwapo as in.. kamukha nia si francis yang ng save the last dance for me... mabait at may pagka weird.. tuwang-tuwa talaga ko sa kanya... basta hulaan nio na lang...

how would you feel na alam mo na you have to be with your dad pero hindi pwede kasi may mga dahilan.. that's how i feel now.. maysakit ang dad ko..nastroke sya last march and up to now di pa sya ganun nakakarecover... and di ako makapunta dun kasi inaalagaan ko pa lolo ko dito.. hay!! -sigh-

can't slip last night.. mga 1:30am na ata ko natulog.. di talaga ko makatulog.. ewan ko ba.. kabadong-kabado ako... di ko naman alam kung bakit.... -sigh- siguro dahil na rin sa balita ng kuya ko bout sa dady ko...

no title

2005-05-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

wala kong maisip na title eh...

galing nga pala ko kina venelen last thursday.. ala lang b-day ng bro nia eh.. kmi2 lang naman ang nandun.. armel,yubs,gekai.. ala si rizza.. ang kj kasi.. ang saya!! ala lang, kwentuhan at tawanan at siempre mawawala ba ang asaran sa grpup namin.. hehehe...

since ngaun lang ko nakapagupload dito ng photos.. maglalagay uli ako... ung mga photos nung third year.. konti lang pero lahat memorable sakin at miss ko na lahat ng klasmeyts ko specially my 'kada...

me,patsy and gail habang gumagawa ng research paper sa filipino.. hacienda yan..

prom pics....

me and gekai sa rob habang naghahanap ng alligator clips...

january 20 at venelen's house.. fiesta!!

so un na muna........

i wanted to be a princess.. swear!! kahit na for just one day lang...
jsut like in princess diaries

hay....

weeeee

2005-05-11T15:46:00.000+08:00

hay, galing akong lasala para mag pa id kaso la namn pala... hmph!! kainis talaga.. kasama ko sina rizaat venelen kumain kami sa mcdo ang saya..

hay i miss this guys....

miss ko na rin toh...

at lalog miss ko na face ko nung kinder... hehehe

ang init

2005-05-07T14:04:00.000+08:00

right! super init talaga... may na pala.. ang bilis talaga ng araw.. malapit ng mag june and it only means na malapit na kong mag L10.. argh!!! nakapagenroll na ko and i still need to go back in lasalle for my id and other books.. ang haba kasi ng pila sa id nung enrolment eh..

i came to think of my recent post.. ala lng naisip ko lang...

level 10 na ko.. geez!!! i dont know what to expect pero im excited na.. hindi sa physics at trigo (damn i hate those subjects kaht di pa napapagaralan) kundi sa bagong experience as a level 10 student.. will it be more fun than my third year experiences? hay!! sana klasmeyt ko sina armel,gekai,rizza at venelen.. i miss this guys.. -sigh-

after ng level 10 college na ko.. while others are busy reviewing for their college entrance exam like avis and auders.. eto ako at wala pa ring patutunguhan.. san ba ko papasok? anu kaya course? mursing ang gusto ko.. kaya ko kaya???????? kaya yan!!!

marami ko iniisip this past few days.. dala na siguro ng lahat ng nangyari..

+kay auders saka ko na lang kkwento ung about dun sa last post ko na tinatanong mo kung anong nangyari.. after all, i can really trust you naman eh.. tmx din pala sa lahat kasi kahit na magkaaway dati nag pinanagalingan nating skuls nung elem eh nagkasundo tau at eto at gud friends pa rin atu at kahit na paminsan-minsan eh nagkakasama pa tau.. di ko malilimutan memories natin nung level7 kasama si yvonne.. tnz sa lahat+

lessons

2005-04-30T15:07:00.000+08:00

ive come to think of true friendhip.. after what happened last night.. (won't mention it na lang) marami akong narealize sasarili ko...

1. hindi mahalaga sa isang pagkakaibigan ang tagal ng pinagsamahan.. kahit pa sabihin natin na "uy, bestfrined ko yan kasi eight years na kming magkakilala at sa 8years na un kami lagi magkakasama at madami kaming memories." para sakin nasa tao na un kung pano nila pahahalagahan ang pagkakaibigan nila.. madaming magkakaibigan ang ilang taon ang pinagsamahan pero pagnagkahiwahiwalay na sila... nakakalimutan na nila ang mga sinasabi nilang "pinagsamahan" hindi importante ang sabihin mo sa iba na "bestfriend ko sya" mas mahalaga kung pinapakita mo sa kanya kung gano kahalaga syan sau.. for short: real friendship is how you care for each other na whatever trials may come to both of u, andyan pa rin layo at patuloy na nagdadamayan through gud and bad times, nagtatawanan, at nagiiyakan.

~tnx to avis ksi kahit na anung mangyari andyan ka palagi sakin.. kahit na may masama tayong napagdaanan.. still tayu pa din ung dalawang daga na iniingatan ang keso na nagkaroon mn ng butas eh pinahahalagahan pa rin natin at tinkpan na natin ng ibang keso ung butas na un.. " salamat sa mg apagdamay mo sa lahat ng problema ko.. salamat sa pakikinig mo sa mga kwento ko , at sa tiwala mo.. i will really treasure our cheese.. and i consider u as my true friend not my bestfriend kasi sabi nga ni kaycee sakin.. "not all best are true but all true are best.." tnx talaga...~

2. hindi masamang makipagprangkahan sa isang tao lalo nat alalm mo na it will do good to her. pero sana we should also know our limitations.. wag sana nating sagadin ang pagkaprangka natin.. i mean, balance things... kasi bka di natin alam eh sobra na palang nasasaktan ung tao..

3. a panahon ngaun you never knew kung sinong totoo sau, at nagsasabi ng totoo sau.. u cant trust everybody kasi baka mamaya sila pa ang sisira sau..

4. kahit pa magalit sayo ang buong mundo, still may isang tao na handang tumulong sau..

+++++

2005-04-25T14:35:00.000+08:00

Let Me Love You Back To Top
Mmmm... MMMM..... Yeah
Verse 1:
Baby I just don't get it Do you enjoy being hurt? I know you smelled the perfume the make-up on his shirt You don't believe his stories You know that they're all lies Bad as you are you stick around and I just don't know why
If I was yo man (baby you) Never worry bout (what I do) I'll be coming home (back to you) Every night doin' you right You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs) Wish for the diamonds (I have the ring) Baby you're a star ( I just want to show you, you are)
Chorus:
You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Verse 2:
Listen Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts You're a dime plus ninety - nine and it's a shame don't even know what you're worth Everywhere you go they stop and stare Cause you're bad and it shows from your head to your toes Out of control baby you know
If I was yo man (baby you) Never worry bout (what I do) I'll be coming home (back to you) Every night doin' you right You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs) Wish for the diamonds (I have the ring) Baby you're a star ( I just want to show you, you are)
Chorus:
You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
Bridge:
You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better) We should be together girl (baby) With me and you it's whatever girl So can we make this thing ours?
Chorus:
You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you
repeat til it ends (about 3 times)
Mario talks: Let me love you that's all you need baby

hay

2005-04-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

anu ba yan.. may blog na din ang friendster.. nagsisignup pa lang ako ngaun since kakaonline ko lang.. anu ba yan.. ang dami ko ng blog... nakakatamad naman magupdate..

auderz, tanda mo ung story sa english na "the return".. basta alalahanin mo...

the return of the comeback

2005-04-18T14:54:00.000+08:00

hihi.. nag ganda ng title ko.. may naalala lang kasi ako dun sa title na un.. nung level7.. alam mo ba un auders?

sa ngaun ay ka chat ko si carmina.. as usuall.. asaran to death.. hehe.. may mga pa knight in shining armor and damsell in distress.. hehehe....

ang saya ko ngaun.. umuulan ng madami sa labas eh.. so hot kasi eh...
la pa magawa sa bahay.. definitely boring...

anu ba ipopost ko.. la naman ma post eh kaya nakakatamad... achiever nga pala ako.. hehe himala.. humabol pa talaga.. special tnx to mrs.sarmiento.. hehehe.. chem lang namn lagi sabit ko eh.. hay miss ko na ang l9 dys ko.. mish ko na barkada kong sina venelen.lai.gekai.rizza.at rona.

di ko pa nga pala napapanood ung dvd ng prom.. pang-asar player namin eh.. yaw tangapin.. nanawagan po ako sa mga may gusto akong papanoorin sa bahay nila.. hehe..

boring...

2005-04-05T14:38:00.000+08:00

vacation nah at nandito ko sa mga mami ko.. kakainip nga eh!! ang init pa..... sana po umulan...

miss ko na mga klasmeyts ko... lalo na barkada ko.. ang bilis noh, maglelevel10 n pala ko...

"waiting for you is like waiting on a drought:useless and disappointing"
-la lang, nakuha ko din to sa blog ni polin and nagustuhan ko.

i come to think of those college entrance test at ewan ko ba kung bakit wala un sa isip ko.. hindi kopa rin alam ung course na kukunin ko.. hay... di ko pa rin lam kung san ko papasok...... ano ba yan...

la magawa dito sa bahay nakakainip... kasama ko lang kapatid kong bunso tsaka daddy ko....

pope john paul
alam na siguro nating lahat na patay na si pope.... it's sad knowing na patay na ang head ng ating church.. let's just pray for his soul..

"happy days gone away"

2005-03-14T17:06:00.000+08:00

hay... last day na ng klase namin... here's what happened from each subject..
homeroom:
-daldalan lang... tapos nung mga 20 min. before the bell eh kinausap ni ms.poblete ang boys...

math:
-math quiz bee...
-panalo ang group namin... hurray!!!

soc sci:
-pinagawa kami ng letter ni sir arthur para sa kanya then diniscribe nia kami isa-isa...
-sinabi samin ni sir arthur na naging masaya siya sa klase namin..ü
-mamimiss ko ang soc sci..

recess:
-kumain kami ng chicken neck nina armel rizza at ronna..

chemistry:
-gumawa kami ng ice cream.. yummy!!!

lunch:
-sama-sama kaming barkada nag-lunch..

english:
-pinasa namin ang news letter namin entitiled.. giornale.. astig!!
-for the first time kong nakita sa mrs.rosima na tumawa ng sobra at ngumit samin...pumalakak pa sya...

filipino:
-nag defensa ang 2 groups
-after mag defense eh kinasusap kaming girls ni ms.poblete.. crying time... sinabi nia samin na na-aapologize sya sa lahat ng mga masasakit na salita na sinabi nia samin at sinabi rin nia na mamimiss nia kami.. nakaktouch talaga at nakakaiyak kasi kahit na kami ang may kasalanan eh nag apologize pa rin samin si ms. umiyak talaga ko.. nanghihinayang dn ako sa time na nasayang na sana eh mas naging bonded pa ang klase namin kay ms.. at least natapos ang skul year na aus na kmi.. nakakaiyak talga.. lahat ata ng girls eh natouch at umiyak sa mga sinabi ni ms...

music:
-nag report lang kami at nagtest..

*hay mamimiss ko talaga ang klase namin...*

ang hirap ma-inluv

2005-03-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

hay.. as you can see. .hindi pa aus tong blog ko.. well aausin ko pa sa bakasyon kasi tinatamad pa ko ngayon.. hehehe.. so pag pasensyahan nio na...

hay na feel nio na ba ung kala mo wala na sya sa buhay mo, kinlaimutan mo na lahat.. pero magigicng ka na lang at sinasabi sa sarili mo na "shit, mahal ko pa talga sya"...

asar noh.. kainis.. ganto ma talga mainlove ng sobra... whwew!! honestly sya lang talga ang minahal ko ng ganito.. it really hurts kasi hindi na kami friends ngayon... hmph! grabe.. isa lang namn talaga ang wish ko eh.. hindi man maging kami sana eh maging friends man lang kami gaya ng dati... hayy.. buhay..

hoy kung mabasa mo toh.. alam mong ikaw un.. sana balik na tau sa dati... =(

"beyond the midnight stars"

2005-02-26T17:28:00.000+08:00

inaayos ko pa ang blog an toh so pasensya nah.. hehehe..

btw.. tapos na ang prom.. asteeeggg!!! beyond the midnight stars ang theme and ang ganda talaga ng sentrum.. may mga stars and moons.. kaya lang syempre bitin ako.. as in super bitin.. first dance ko ay ang napakabait kong pinsan na si pat.. then bigla ba namn akong hinila ni ms.poblete at ipinasayaw kay sir punzalan... nakakahiya.. then si tino ung nagsayaw sakin sa 214.. tapos si ron.. then si jp.. dapat isasaayw ako ni efren kaso tapos na ang sweet song.. nung masaya na ung music, nagwala na kami dun.. ang saya.. hehehe.. sayaw talaga kami ng sayaw tapos nagsisigaw pa kmi.. nag form kami ng circle tapos sumasayaw sa gitna si tino at jp.. hehehe.. katuwa.. tapso tinawag namin si sir arthur at nagsasayaw din dun sa circle namin.. after that..ano pa nga bang nangyari... nakalimutan ko na... hehehe.. basta ang saya.. nakakbitin talaga...

js,js,js...

2005-02-16T08:01:00.000+08:00

computer time ngayon and we were allowed to open any sites.. maliban sa friendster... hmph!!! wala magawa kaya ito na lang...

malapit na ang prom.. hehehe.. ilang days na lang.. la lang.. excited na ko.. un na un actually di ko pa nakikita gown ko kasi hindi pa napapadala ng mommy ko kasi mom ko ang nag-ayos..

it's nice to be back

2005-01-29T13:43:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. matagal ko na rin tong di na i-update.. nakakatamad kasi, pero dahil kay carmina inupdate ko na toh... kagabi nanood ako ng laban ng ginebra and san miguel.. yipee, ginebra won!! ginebra fan ata ko.. gusto ko tuloy manood ng championship.. go ginebra!!! well,ang ganda talaga ng game.. as in..di mo lam kung sinong mananlo eh.. nung last 10 sec. na lang at lamang ng 3 points ang ginebra alam ko na... "MANANALO ANG GINEBRA".. after that game eh natulog na ko, pinakain ko muna pala ang lolo ko..

ngayon namn eh gumawa na kami ng project sa chem..para sa IP anmin.. kasma ko sina patsy , nelson, earland tapos sumunod din sina venelen at ken tsaka si ron sa villa lourdes.. bago ang lahat ay nag breakfast muna kami ni patsy sa petron.. instant noodles.. kanya lucky me akin nissin.. tapos sprite akin cali ung sa kanya.. dinala namin ang pagkain namin kina nelson ksi ang init sa petron,, lang aircon.. tapos un, nag research kami about copra then nag ym si patsy,, katuwa ung ka chat nia.. hehehehe.. then nag punta na kami ng mcdo kasi itong si nelson ay gutom nia.. libre lunch nia... kami ni patsy umorder lang ng fries at mc flurry since busog na nga kami kasi mga 1030 kami nag break fast pero sila naka ipc. chicken with rice tsaka mc flurry.. tapso kumain nagpunta kami sa skul kaso di kami pinapasok ng guard kaya naguwian na kami.. sinamahan ko muna si patsy sa rob kasi andun ung pinsan nia.. napagusapan na din namin ni patsy ung college.. pareho kami nursing, ust.. nagusap kami na sabay mag-eenrol tsaka magkasama sa condo.. ehehehehe.. katuwa noh.. ,ay plano na agad kami.. baka namn di matuloy...

what about today

2005-01-02T15:49:00.000+08:00

ngayon.. nagpunta kami kina tin.. fiesta kasi sa kanila eh.. kasama ko sina pat at kaycee, yup tatlo lang kamin ngapunta dun.. nagkita-kita kami sa stitnet. ang usapan 11 am.. dumating ako mga quarter to 12 nah.. mga 300 meters away lang ang bahay namin mula dun... heheheh.. nakita ko dun si mykel dun.. tapos un umalis na kami. nagbyahe kami papunta kio\na kristine, si kaycee nagbayad ng pamasahe namin.. pHp35.00.. grabe noh ang mahal nah.. tapos bumaba na kami sa entrance ng pinagtunugulan at nilakad namin hanggang kina kristine. pagdating namin dun konti p lang tao, pinakain na kami.. ang dami foodd.... hehehe.. sira na namn and diet ko eh!!tapos un, kwentuhan na then mga 2:20 umalis na kami dun.. tapos un.. andito na ko sa lipa..

gagayahin ko si pat... huh..
gusto ko pasalamatan lahat ng taong toh..
1. FAMILY- for always being there..
2. GEKAI- sa pagiging mabait mong kaibigan.. hehehe.. salamta kapatid!!!
3. KRISTINE- sa pagtawag mo lagi sa bahay namin pag nabobored kah.. di namn, sa pagtitiwala mo sakin sa buhay mo..
4. ARMEL- sa pagiging mabait mong kaibigan at makaDIOS kagaya koh..
5. KAYCEE- sa notebook kahit di mo pa tinatapos.. at sa pakikinig ay hindi pala.. sa pagbabasa pal ng mga problema ko..
6. DANZONE-sa pagiging part ko ng org. na toh kahit sandali lang tsaka sa mga former members ko nito na nagwelcome sakin.. naks.. sina polin, kaycee, chia, regine,vanessa faye,krizel,rael,kenneth,aaron,paolo gon,armel.. tska sa mga nauna ng nag quit- may-ann, patsy, michelle, venelen, helen.. at syempre ang aming choreographer na si si sir basco..
7. VENELEN- sa mga libre moh..
8. MAITA- sa pagiging mabait mo at sa pagpapautang mo sakin..hehehe
9. RANAH GAIL-as usual mabait ka din sakin.. at sa paglibre mo sakin dati sa frio...
10. SISA aka MICHELLE, TIMOTHY, SARA- sa pagiging true friend at mga berks ko na di nang-iwan lalo na si timothy
11. NICHEE- sa pagsheshare mo sakin ng mga walang kamatayan mong stories at sa pagtitiwala mo sakin..
12. PAT- sa pagreregalo sakin ng magic sword at sa pagkalimot sakin sa blog nia.. hehehe../
13. AVIS- sa kabila ng lahat ay friends pa rin kami.
14. BM23- sa pagiging the best class.. kahit na may mga misunderstandings, pairingan at irapan na nangyari sakin sa isa kong classmate..
15. AUDERZ- sa laging pagpapahiram sakin ng magazines at sa pagiging true friend
16. CAMILLE- for being my friend forever.. astig!!
17. SA LAHAT NG FRIENDS KO- luv yah all..

top 5's

2005-01-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

HERE ARE MY TOP 5 FOR THE YEAR '2004

TOP 5 MOVIES
1. YOU GOT SERVED- the best sakin yan.. astig sa mg adance moves eh!!
2. TROY- ganda ng story eh..
3. SHREK 2- astig!! kakatawa..
4. VAN HELSING- ganda kahit hindi ko masyado naintindihan ang story.. astig sa mga effects!
5. 50 FIRST DATES- nakakatawa talaga toh!

TOP 5 SONGS
1. BURN- may kokontra?
2. YEAH- astig!!
3. CONFESSIONS PART 2- di ko naman gusto si usher?
4. IF I AIN'T GOT YOU- lal lang gusto kolang..
5. WAG NA WAG MONG SASABIHIN- think of lover's in paris..

TOP 5 CELEBRITIES
1. LINDSAY LOHAN- basta gusto ko siya..
2. PARIS HILTON- a beautiful socialite
3. MARY KATE AND ASHLEY SIMPSON- la lang..
4. ANNE HATHAWAY- i luv her.. beautiful kasi tsaka galing umarte..
5. IYA VILLANIA- she's beautiful

welcome '2005

2005-01-01T13:21:00.000+08:00

hay, grabe 2005 nah.. imagine!! ang bilis noh.. parang dati lang eh nagcecelebrate din tayo ng new year para sa 2004.. dahil new year na hindi mawawala ang mga walang kamatayang resolutions.. eto ung akin..

my new year's resolutions...
1. bawasan ang pagiging maingay..sobrang ingay ko na kasi..ü
2. bawasan ang sobrang pagkain.. medyo lumolobo na ko lalo na ngayong bakasyon.. tsk,tsk..
3. magtipid, magtipid.. magtatago na nga ko ng piggy bank para may maipon naman ako..nagagastos ko kasi lagi ang ipon ko eh..
4. imbes na every month na bibili ng magazines eh tuwing maganda na lang ung issue para di sayang ang pera.. sayang din un, 85 din un..
5. magsisipag sa pag-aaral.. lalo na sa chem.. yoko ata magrepeat.. medyo nagccrush na grades ko dun eh!!
6. be a good girl nah.. good girl na namna ako eh, syempre kalangan mas gud pa ko ngayon..
7. and lastly.. try to keep my new years resolution.. ehehehe..

an ordinary day

2004-12-28T15:56:00.000+08:00

hhmm.. tapos na ang pasko.. pero di ibig sabihin na la ng pasko diba...?? we can always celebrate christmas namn diba..?? hehehe.. well, wala namang nagyari sakin ng pasko. it was just an ordinary day for aur family.. sad no...la lang, tinutulugan na lang namin and dec.24 12:00 pm.. ewan ko ba, eh la tayo magagawa simula bata yun na nakagisnan ko eh.. hmmm.. ok lang.. ganon talga ang buhay...

in my dreams

2004-12-12T15:24:00.000+08:00

hayyy, panibagong blog na naman.. tsk,tsk,tsk... nakakasawa na kasi sa tabuals eh kaya dito na lang muna.. nyweiz, you can still visit it pa naman... http://tabulas.com/~thanks_man

in my dreams..

that was supposed to ba the title of my blog kaso nagbago isip ko..

i got this title when i had a very nice dream last last night..

ganto yon..

me and toot.. daw were together.. hahaha.. ung parang dating bonding.. basta ganon..
tawanan dito tawanan doon... the usuall stuffs na ginagawa naimn dati..

it was fun.. then un, nagising nako..
sana nga lagi na lang ganon ung dream ko.. para at least diba kahit papano kahit sa panaginip
lang eh kasama ko sia..
malabo na mangyari yun, wala na talaga pag-asa..

kaya nga tinetreasure ko ang elementary days kasi don marami kaming happy memories..
tapos na amng love sotry namin at nauwi un sa wla
do kagaya ng romeo and juliet na till death pinatunayan nilang mahal nila isa't-isa
di rin psyche and cupid na ginawa lahat para patunayan na mahal ni psyche si cupid
di rin fairy tale na they live happily ever after..
isa lang story na masaya nong una at natapos ng walang sense..